Tuesday, July 28, 2009

i'm back

haha dont know what happen for the past few weeks, i cant create new post..
anyway.. i back from hong kong .. times flies.. soo fast.. im back here 2 week already...
ooo over here.. life is sooo bored..
nothing to do at night..

when i was in hong kong.. the schedule soo pack.. soo many places to go.. all shop open till mid night.. soo shiok.. full of nice foood... droolz .. droolz..
the most important is.. zhi qin n me spend 24 hr together.. hehe

zhiqin really a nice guy.. he sayang me.. haha when i tell him im bored.. and he is worry.he keep asking me where i wanna go. he drive me there..and he spend one whole evening to discuss with me what the prob. why i feel bored. and give me many suggestion .. at first.. he got mistaken that im bored with him and dont want him. he get so panick. haha then i told him not to worry la. i really never come across my mind that we will be apart lor.. i already treat him as my future liaoz. he is the best bf i ever have.. muack..

I'M REALLY BORED... sigh..

my mom very cute lor. she compare my hong kong pictures with my elder sis and my aunty. then she say my trip look more fun than them.. haha she say we go soo many places.. and she want my schedule.. so next time when she go.. she will follow it and go all the places which i have been to.. haha i will plan for her before she go lor. hehe coz im quite familiar with the place le.. haha

zq more funny lo.. last week he give me the link for jetstar promotion.. and he ask me " where u wanna go?" haha we just back from holidays lehz. soo fast he is plan to go for next trip. ahha but i dont want la.. no money liaoz.how to buy stuffs lehz. haha
next trip.. i wanna go taipei... shop shop and eat eat.. hehe

Thursday, July 2, 2009

life is will never be fair

what i can said is.. life is will never be fair.. so.. just dont compare....
my sister applied master program from a well known university at london and accepted - Architectural Association school of Architecture.
only 1 yr program..
now my parents is trying their best to let her go there study....
sigh...
why no one sponsor me when i want to study?????
last time after my poly.. i wanted to go australia with my friend... but my parents dont allow.. and they told me they dont have " money" to sponsor me.. and they very worry i study halfway will give up.. or fail everything .. they have no confident in me.
but i have proof them wrong.. coz i have done well for my current study.. and now they so happy that i going to grad soon..
why they always no confident in me???? do i look like someone cannot be trust???
i never give them any problem in my study before.. i even did better than my sister in my o level.. they never see me study at home. but it doesnt mean i dont study mahz.. i'm not god hor. .. go in exam hall with empty brain ar??? haha crazy.. i will study n do revision.. but not at home.. my pattern is last min study one mahz..
now my sister is discuss with my family about her tuition fees matter.. everyone is so supportive. sigh..
that time when i want to apply for education loan.. all not dare to be my joint applicant.. no one dare to be my guarantor... sigh. nevermind la.. never depends on other...depends on myself bahz..