ooo friday night very unlucky.. when i go to water cooler outside library with stanley.. i saw my ex bf lor..damm.. i think he current gf study in SIM la.coz he is from SMU mahz. shouldnt be here.. ahaha and that day SIM having RMIT graduation ceremony..he is holding a flower with a group of friends.. poor girl. this guy is bad bad bad.. haha soo far all my ex's.. he is the most worse guy..whaha i feel soo happy that i make a right choice to leave him.. and i shouldnt accept him at the first place.. hahaa
oo my investment test gone case le.. got to work harder on my proj and exam..argh..
still left with one more test and proj..then have to prepare for exam already..
oo sept got wedding dinner.. to attend.. joanne and stanley.. oct is lilin..got to be her sister.. very busy busy..
after my class.. azahar come to school to pick me up.. and we meet janet at o bar.. haha very booring lor.. o bar no ppl lehz.very funny..
usually very crowded around 11 plus.. ended up. no ppl lehz. around 1am .also no ppl at dance floor..weird weird..
then ar. we went up to double o..the music very very noisy.. argh. didnt enjoys ourself lor. then we drink alotz lehz..
one jug vodka orange, one jug martell green tea, two tequila shot.. haha and i pengz liaoz. too long didnt drink.haha
azahar send me home then send janet back..azahar very gentleman lor.. stay at tampines. and still sending me back.. and he still come out of his car and walk me to my lift.. haha very nice chap..hehe then i reach home.. rush to toilet and vomit like hell..whaha almost hug my toilet bowl and sleep. but i must force myself to crawl out to my room and text zq that i reach home..haha
then i slept till 8am.. woke up.. bath .. change . pack and go to zq house. i went to collect my sister medical report first, then go sun plaza buy breakfast and meet zq and go to his house eat and sleep.. haha we sleep till 2pm plus. very pig right? haha after that.. prepare and go to orchard.. we park at elizabeth hotel.. then go to the cathay watch " proposal" haha after that.. we Q up 1 hr plus at auston.. for dinner.. haha then we walk back to elizabeth hotel.hehe we walking.. and chatting.. very nice.. then after that.. we wait at elizabeth hotel Asernal pub for the asernal match which start at 12am.. till 2 am.. i reach home 3 am.. and sleep till this morning 12pm.. haha very tired lor..hehe
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
fail my TP again
OMG... i cant believe it.. i made such a stupid mistake which i never never expected..
im very confident in my S course.. i always do it so well and got no worry for it.
my instructor even praise my S course very goood and he say this is the most difficult one..
ended up.. i mount kerb at S course today.... omg... sigh. today the circuit soo many cars and no one is giving in to me..then i;m the forth car waiting outside the S course.. and im quite impatience lor..then when is my turn.. i step on the accelerator too hard and the car just went up the kerb..shit lor.
actually today my tester quite good one. sigh..
overall got 14 pt.. but immediate failure..
zq very busy these two weeks... coz got a old aeroplane come in and many work to do..
soo.. i only can cry inside my room lor... stupid mistake
when i come out.. i called my instructor.. he ask me what happen..i say mount kerb at S course.he ask " u always no problem with S course. why will u mount kerb..never follow what i teach u?" then i say " dont know lehz..too many cars infront" then he say " wait there patience and do it slowly la.. why soo kan chiong.. faster go take test date now"
then i say " dont want la. need a rest..maybe december lor"
then he say " if u take now.. u TP will be in oct.. and u only need 2 to 3 lesson before TP. wont take up so much of ur time" then i say " see how..call u when i want to book"
then i go home.. no mood to book..i go on bed and sleep..then around 3 plus.. my instructor call me.he say he at the booking screen now.. he told me 20 oct.. 10:15..very good timing.. confirm no car on road and circuit..ask me can or not..then i say anything lor.
i think he already book for me le..
sigh.. very disappointed in myself....
im very confident in my S course.. i always do it so well and got no worry for it.
my instructor even praise my S course very goood and he say this is the most difficult one..
ended up.. i mount kerb at S course today.... omg... sigh. today the circuit soo many cars and no one is giving in to me..then i;m the forth car waiting outside the S course.. and im quite impatience lor..then when is my turn.. i step on the accelerator too hard and the car just went up the kerb..shit lor.
actually today my tester quite good one. sigh..
overall got 14 pt.. but immediate failure..
zq very busy these two weeks... coz got a old aeroplane come in and many work to do..
soo.. i only can cry inside my room lor... stupid mistake
when i come out.. i called my instructor.. he ask me what happen..i say mount kerb at S course.he ask " u always no problem with S course. why will u mount kerb..never follow what i teach u?" then i say " dont know lehz..too many cars infront" then he say " wait there patience and do it slowly la.. why soo kan chiong.. faster go take test date now"
then i say " dont want la. need a rest..maybe december lor"
then he say " if u take now.. u TP will be in oct.. and u only need 2 to 3 lesson before TP. wont take up so much of ur time" then i say " see how..call u when i want to book"
then i go home.. no mood to book..i go on bed and sleep..then around 3 plus.. my instructor call me.he say he at the booking screen now.. he told me 20 oct.. 10:15..very good timing.. confirm no car on road and circuit..ask me can or not..then i say anything lor.
i think he already book for me le..
sigh.. very disappointed in myself....
Saturday, August 22, 2009
i want nobody but you...
hehe this is the first time i get angry with zq for soo long.. i exactly two days didnt talk to him on phone, i only reply his sms.. and i scold him thro sms. . really very angry lor.. and he dont know how man make me happy lor.. very dumb.. haha but surprisingly he was soo cute on monday.. haha so we're ok le.. haha
monday i having class in school.. and he text me. ask me what time class end.. i said 9:30.. coz this leadership class always ended early.. then around 9pm. he say he is coming to fetch me, then i say dont need.. then he said he already on his way..
then when i get in his car.. he super act cute lor.. haha turn on my favourite FM.. 98.7. haha coz he usually dont listen to song ..then he still purposely tell me " ur favourite FM.. " then i say " yea.. i know." then he ask " how is the air con?" damm kns lor. ahha he adjust the aircon nicely for me.. haha then i say" ok la" then he more act cute lor. he say " how is my top?" haha he wear the England Jersey which i given to him last time. haha super act cute lor.. haha then i happy liaoz la... hehe
soo i decide to make something for him.. today i try doing Mango Sago.. hehe i know he likes mango. hehe just pray hard.. its taste nice.. ahaha Janet pass her driving le. shiok. hehe
yesterday she stay over at my house. coz her test 8am mahz. and practice 7am. soo early. soo she stay over and my instructor come my place in the morning then she drive to ssdc lor. haha
16 pt.. hehe cool.. tues is my turn liaoz. STRESSED...
my feeling just like the song...
monday i having class in school.. and he text me. ask me what time class end.. i said 9:30.. coz this leadership class always ended early.. then around 9pm. he say he is coming to fetch me, then i say dont need.. then he said he already on his way..
then when i get in his car.. he super act cute lor.. haha turn on my favourite FM.. 98.7. haha coz he usually dont listen to song ..then he still purposely tell me " ur favourite FM.. " then i say " yea.. i know." then he ask " how is the air con?" damm kns lor. ahha he adjust the aircon nicely for me.. haha then i say" ok la" then he more act cute lor. he say " how is my top?" haha he wear the England Jersey which i given to him last time. haha super act cute lor.. haha then i happy liaoz la... hehe
soo i decide to make something for him.. today i try doing Mango Sago.. hehe i know he likes mango. hehe just pray hard.. its taste nice.. ahaha Janet pass her driving le. shiok. hehe
yesterday she stay over at my house. coz her test 8am mahz. and practice 7am. soo early. soo she stay over and my instructor come my place in the morning then she drive to ssdc lor. haha
16 pt.. hehe cool.. tues is my turn liaoz. STRESSED...
my feeling just like the song...
Saturday, August 15, 2009
disappointed
i'm very very disappointed and angry..
zq is very lazy.. and i hates empty promise.. i believe in action speak louder than words...
he always say it soo nicely but thing turn out to be different...
i don' t know how long i can take it... it going to hits my limit sooon.. i know its hard to find someone u really love.. i admit.. he is the one i love but he bad habit really make me very piss off and i asking myself .."can i take it for life time??"
just like what happened today. and this is not the first time the same thing happen .. this incident keep repeating .. again and AGAIN..
last few day he told me he might off on saturday and ask me where i wanna go.. he say he wanna bring me for outing. and i told him im working on saturday till 1.30 at pasir ris. then he say if he is working.. he wil fetch me and we go out.. sound nice right?? but like what i said earlier.. thing turn out to be differents.. and i already knew it on friday night when he told me he is not feeling well. so i didnt disturb him. let him rest .. till saturday afternoon he text me said we meet tonight.. and i know he pattern..once he sleep in his confortable room.. he lazy to get up already.. and i give him chance... i suggest to him.. he want me to go straight to his place after work.. and i go back in evening .. coz i know tampines got 969.. which will stop at sembawang.. and he say.. dont need.. he ask me to go home first.. and later he fetch me and my doggy to his place.. and ask me to text him once i reach home. and i do text him.. and he call and keep talking NOSENSE.. the nosense referring to " no conclusion" then he say lets discuss again once he woke up.. and i knew.. he will sleep till night time.. and its just happened like what i EXPECTED..and he call me when he get up.. and like what i expected. we're not meeting. he is too LAZY to fetch me.. again.. he say he is TIRED.. please la.. as compare to me. who is more tiring.. i have been doing report for the past few day s and only slept for few hour.. and last night i got class till 10pm.. reach home 11pm.. slept at 12am.. woke up this morning 6:15.. and go driving from 7:30 to 9am.. then rush to newton work from 9am to 1:30 and have lunch till 2:30. reach home 3:15pm.sleep till 6pm and go jogging .. see.. this is my schedule.. who is more tiring??????? i believe if u want to do something.. no matter how tired.. u will still do it.. if he really miss me like what he say.. he will meet me la.. i think i always available to him when he want to meet up.. so he already take me for granted.. coz i like him so i put him as top priority and meet him whenever he is not tired.. now.. it wont be the same treatment he get last time.. i'm getting busier next two weeks.. and i also damm disappointed already.. he is pushing to my limit...i got proj deadline on monday, test on wed.. the week after i got test and group proj deadline and TP too..
and every time he say it soo nice.. like if ur friend never send u home.and i come n fetch you.. ended up lehz. also never come.. i already to him.. dont give empty promise and giving ppl hope.. end up cant do it.. i will get damm disappointed one...
i like this song.. very nice and meaningful
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself
I don't why you think you got a hold on me
And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush
I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say, baby
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush
No more words, no more lies
No more crying
No more pain, no more hurt
No more trying because
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby hush hush
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby
zq is very lazy.. and i hates empty promise.. i believe in action speak louder than words...
he always say it soo nicely but thing turn out to be different...
i don' t know how long i can take it... it going to hits my limit sooon.. i know its hard to find someone u really love.. i admit.. he is the one i love but he bad habit really make me very piss off and i asking myself .."can i take it for life time??"
just like what happened today. and this is not the first time the same thing happen .. this incident keep repeating .. again and AGAIN..
last few day he told me he might off on saturday and ask me where i wanna go.. he say he wanna bring me for outing. and i told him im working on saturday till 1.30 at pasir ris. then he say if he is working.. he wil fetch me and we go out.. sound nice right?? but like what i said earlier.. thing turn out to be differents.. and i already knew it on friday night when he told me he is not feeling well. so i didnt disturb him. let him rest .. till saturday afternoon he text me said we meet tonight.. and i know he pattern..once he sleep in his confortable room.. he lazy to get up already.. and i give him chance... i suggest to him.. he want me to go straight to his place after work.. and i go back in evening .. coz i know tampines got 969.. which will stop at sembawang.. and he say.. dont need.. he ask me to go home first.. and later he fetch me and my doggy to his place.. and ask me to text him once i reach home. and i do text him.. and he call and keep talking NOSENSE.. the nosense referring to " no conclusion" then he say lets discuss again once he woke up.. and i knew.. he will sleep till night time.. and its just happened like what i EXPECTED..and he call me when he get up.. and like what i expected. we're not meeting. he is too LAZY to fetch me.. again.. he say he is TIRED.. please la.. as compare to me. who is more tiring.. i have been doing report for the past few day s and only slept for few hour.. and last night i got class till 10pm.. reach home 11pm.. slept at 12am.. woke up this morning 6:15.. and go driving from 7:30 to 9am.. then rush to newton work from 9am to 1:30 and have lunch till 2:30. reach home 3:15pm.sleep till 6pm and go jogging .. see.. this is my schedule.. who is more tiring??????? i believe if u want to do something.. no matter how tired.. u will still do it.. if he really miss me like what he say.. he will meet me la.. i think i always available to him when he want to meet up.. so he already take me for granted.. coz i like him so i put him as top priority and meet him whenever he is not tired.. now.. it wont be the same treatment he get last time.. i'm getting busier next two weeks.. and i also damm disappointed already.. he is pushing to my limit...i got proj deadline on monday, test on wed.. the week after i got test and group proj deadline and TP too..
and every time he say it soo nice.. like if ur friend never send u home.and i come n fetch you.. ended up lehz. also never come.. i already to him.. dont give empty promise and giving ppl hope.. end up cant do it.. i will get damm disappointed one...
i like this song.. very nice and meaningful
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself
I don't why you think you got a hold on me
And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush
I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say, baby
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush
No more words, no more lies
No more crying
No more pain, no more hurt
No more trying because
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby hush hush
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby
Sunday, August 2, 2009
yeahz long weekend coming soon
tml onwards my class schedule fixed..
every monday wed and friday.. haha
my schedule will be very PACK..
hehe
i dont know why i like zq sooo much lehz.. ahhaa
totally fallen for him.. hehe
sometimes.. he is sooooo sweet....
oh ya.. friday evening we almost got into car accident...
when we at traffic junction before Tangs shopping mall. then i told him the traffic light turn
amber. but he didnt heard it and he drive through.. other car at the other side already prepare to moving.. and almost bang into us.. OMG.. i got shock. but the first time come into my mind is " oh shit..the car soo near" but what come into zq mind is my safety.. coz the car is coming towards my side..
he is worry for my safety.. very funny hor.. i dont even think of my own safety lehz...
after this incident.. i dont really enjoys my dinner at elizabeth hotel. zq said if i feel like drinking mocktail ... just order.. he cannot.coz he is driving.. but i dont want la.. no mood le.. i got shock.. and mind not there to enjoys liaoz.just feel like going home.. coz if i suay one time. it would be second time mahz.so i just feel like going home and let this bad luck day pass...and everything will be fine tml..
saturday zq come n fetch me from school..and we went to the famous wrap chicken just beside my school..yummy yummy.. we order fish, wrap chicken, quil, fried tofu.. hehe
i dont eat the quil la. yuack.is a bird lehz.. and they didnt remove the head n leg lor. omg..i see already .. dont even dare to touch.. how to eat lehz? hahaha
then zq ask me why my face look soo pale..am i sick.. ahha actually is the first day of my period lehz. .and it come alotz lor..losing blood.. soo look pale..
every monday wed and friday.. haha
my schedule will be very PACK..
hehe
i dont know why i like zq sooo much lehz.. ahhaa
totally fallen for him.. hehe
sometimes.. he is sooooo sweet....
oh ya.. friday evening we almost got into car accident...
when we at traffic junction before Tangs shopping mall. then i told him the traffic light turn
amber. but he didnt heard it and he drive through.. other car at the other side already prepare to moving.. and almost bang into us.. OMG.. i got shock. but the first time come into my mind is " oh shit..the car soo near" but what come into zq mind is my safety.. coz the car is coming towards my side..
he is worry for my safety.. very funny hor.. i dont even think of my own safety lehz...
after this incident.. i dont really enjoys my dinner at elizabeth hotel. zq said if i feel like drinking mocktail ... just order.. he cannot.coz he is driving.. but i dont want la.. no mood le.. i got shock.. and mind not there to enjoys liaoz.just feel like going home.. coz if i suay one time. it would be second time mahz.so i just feel like going home and let this bad luck day pass...and everything will be fine tml..
saturday zq come n fetch me from school..and we went to the famous wrap chicken just beside my school..yummy yummy.. we order fish, wrap chicken, quil, fried tofu.. hehe
i dont eat the quil la. yuack.is a bird lehz.. and they didnt remove the head n leg lor. omg..i see already .. dont even dare to touch.. how to eat lehz? hahaha
then zq ask me why my face look soo pale..am i sick.. ahha actually is the first day of my period lehz. .and it come alotz lor..losing blood.. soo look pale..
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