tired

today.. is my paid day... but i officially declare i going to be broke sooon.. hahaha

coz. just now i ask MR yup.. how much per lesson for circuit.. he say additional of 23 dollars.. my lesson is 28 per hr.. additional of 23 dollars will be 51 dollars per hour.. and i have 11 lesson with him.. mean.. total i need 561dollars.. test date.. booking for the car. cost 120 dollars.. OMG... i got to spend 681 in this two week.... just paid my school fees.. 4k...... OMG.... fainted... and i going to HK lor.. got to change min 500 dollars lehz.. jia let.. ....

today is my first lesson with MR YUP.. he is not bad.. learn alotz from him.. better than MR yeo.. haha

some picture taken on last friday

sigh... ....... sigh......

i go sleep le.. very tired...

keep repeating the same OLD problem...

Ooo... getting busier.... next friday onwards.. i will be very very busy...
yesterday i went to meet janet for lunch and chit chat.. coz she is very upset over her driving lesson.. then i go console her.. after that.. i went to POSB branch to withdraw out my money from "my saving account" and deposit into maybank. the teller at maybank not familiar with their products.. argh.. damm it.. every Q that i ask her.. she have to check with her officer inside the office.. and they are not flexible in their service.. and she is very "BLUR".. this is not the first time i encountered this prob.. last time i went to Maybank at bedok.. they also very blur argh

sigh.. zq always make me not happy over the SAME problem.. he always ask me to do " house work" argh.. as u know... nowsdays.. the women is DIFFERENT from last time.. last time.. women used to be a full time HOUSEWIFE..soo their job scope is to COOK, CLEAN HOUSE and welcome their partner back home.. but now.. the women change.. we're working in a corporation.. fighting with all the man.. be competitive in the industry.. we wanted to earn more MONEY to improve on overall family INCOME... and not just depends on our MAN income to survive.. two person earning is better than one person right? life will be better and less stressful with more income.. the world have change. last time.. standard of living is LOW... now the standard of living is very very high... so we cannot just depends on one person income.. unless the one person is a CEO or big BOSS of a company.. then will be different story... therefore.. we're no different from MAN lor.. we working.. we feel tired... we facing problem.. and MAN cannot expect us to do all the house work right?? we cannot work in both day n night right? we are not machine.. MAN feel tired after work.. and we FEEL Tired tooo...
girl will appreciate if the guy willing to share of the workload.. good guy will not want their partner to be over tired...

now i having school holidays.. my temper very good.. coz no stress. soo i can always give in..
but once my school start.. with the project stress, test stress, exam stress... i dont know how would i react of this PROB keep popping out in my normal life....
i try to talk to zq.. but he seem like not taking this prob seriously.......he still want to bring out to making fun of me.. just like yesterday.. he make me wash his plate.. and my plate after the dinner.. which i already told him before hand.. i dont wan to WASH..... i dont mind washing for him if he come to my hse have dinner.. but i dont like doing it at other people house.. every house have their own house rule.... how i know which sponge for washing plate, cup, frying pan etc. i might use the wrong sponge to wash and this make thing WORSE right?????? but he seem like dont understand lor...
i already try talking to him and also show him black face le.. but he seem like dont get it..
i dont know what can i do to solve this problem le.
the last resort ... is avoid going to his house le.. but i know he is very tired after work.. that why i dont mind going to his house to accompany him on weekend.. soo avoid going to his hse might affect our relationship.. but this is the only solution which i can think of...... sigh....
i see how lor.. if really no choice.. this is the only way out le.....

today my driving very smooth.. yeahz...
yesterday zq told me he is quite flirt person and ask me must try to tie him down... i really really mind about this.. i dont know is he joking or serious.. but i choose to believe this is truth...
coz we're belong to same group of person..
i admit.. last time i used to be quite flirt... always get distracted easily... and i used to say the same thing to my ex bf too.. and they all fail to tie me down... soo i believe what he said.... sigh. life is really funny.. very disappointed..

Stress...feeling down

OMG.. i got soo many personal stuffs to settle...
first... i waiting for SIM to send me the invoice for school fee.. hopefully i will received by this week.. so i can go settle the fee on next monday..
secondly.. i must find one saturday to go down ICA to apply for singapore citizenship...
thirdly.. i got to renew my PDL before july...
next friday onwards.. im very very busy..
i'll be going for MR yup driving lesson.... and my driving lesson almost everyday...
i manage to get two second hand textbook for kris n ben.. sigh.. why cant they go look for it themselve lehz..
tml the seller will go to my office n pass me the textbook...

sigh.. another sad matter... zq mother have many misunderstanding over me.. sigh.. nvm la. time will resolve it... zq very bad la.. dont help me explain..argh...
three more week.. im going holiday with zq.. haha soo excited...
we're going to Hong Kong.. haha erm... i dont think i can buy alotz of stuffs lor. coz this month.. im paying for school fee and driving lesson.. argh.. going on wrong timing.. haha
cannot anyhow buy... must be selective.. whaha
actually zq quite sweet lehz.. he will come to harbour front meet me once in a week after my work.. he purposely drive all the way from his house to harbour front just to have dinner with me and send me home.. haha
yesterday very funny lor.. zq know that DBS shuttle bus will drop us at the bus stop near to siam im hawker center, and he walk all the way there to wait for me.. end up.. i never take DBS shuttle bus.. i taking maple tree shuttle bus.. haha coz i wanna see him earlier. that's why i faster rush out of office and go for maple tree bus.. just hope that i can reach harbour front earlier.. haha then he said next time he dont wan to walk there wait for me le.. sooo SAD....
if i know.. i take DBS bus lor...
today i went to disbursement team for training.. coz now they afraid of H1N1.. and we might be split ops.. soo they want us to cover if one side down..
last time i was in disbursement for 6 mth.. and now they have many changes.. that why they wan me to go there to refresh memory.. so i can cover the duty if really split ops..
sigh. i see spotted risk in the procedure.. sigh. should i bring up? i also spotted the template can be improve in a better way.. will they accept it if i change it??

argh. tml sure got complain from client...
the client have mail us two CHQ.. one CHQ we have bank in and apply the payment accordingly.. and the client highligh to us that.. another CHQ didnt clear...
i suspect... our ppl only take out one CHQ from the envelop.. and another CHQ maybe still inside
so from the system.. i can tell that the application applied on 24 FEB.. then i go dig all the feb source.. cannot find the date 24.. argh. then i ask around.. all said they didnt keep any source...
then no choice la... i have to search from the tall cabinet.. Yoke mee told me that the two cabinet very messy...collapse anytime.. then i told them..if they heard someone shout.. that person will be me.. which mean the thing inside the cabinet collapse on me.. hahaa i spend 30 min searching up n down at the two tall cabinet.. cannot find.. argh.. then i go to my colleague personal cabinet.. one by one search.. finally i found it.. and true enough... the CHQ is inside the envelop.. oo.. really shit lor. tml sure get complain by client le.. is our mistake... everyone got shock when i pull out the CHQ from the envelop...

went for enrolment last friday..
next sem taking investment, leadership management, and price and market.
investment and leadership mgmt got to do group projects..
Sigh.. our group is getting smaller.. just get to know Esther fail her marketing module..
so.. left with rachel, ben, kris and me..
last sem ..kris told me.." we must clear all module. so next sem i can send u home"
yes.. we clear all.. but.. .. our class on different day.. hahaa
their marketing class on thurs.. my investment class on friday.. .. how to go back tgt?
our core module on monday n wed.. soo these two days kris can send me home.. but friday i have to go back alone le.. sob sob.. sooo sad........

wonderful weekend

haha having wonderful weekend with zq....

saturday i was working with darius and kelvin at EXPO.. zq soo sweet..send me there.so i dont need to travel soo far to expo...

darius drive.. me n kelvin inflate balloons and we went to 4 places... haha after we finished out last order.. we send kelvin to his concert venue. haha we didnt tell greg about it.. haha

when we on the way back to greg place... we stuck at traffic jam.. darius and me soo hungry lor...

we have our dinner at greg house..

sunday morning i got driving lesson, after the lesson, i went back home to sleep.. then woke up at 1150.. bath n prepare .. then meet zq... we went to jalan kayu for lunch.... haha

he always orders alotz of foood lor.. and we cant finish it... then we went to farmway.. yeahz.. having fun there...i see the doggy, horse, goat..peakcock..rabbit.. fish... haha

i boght my doggy food there.. soo cheap lehz..weird.. usually i buy at pet station which cost me 38 dollars.. over there..after discount.. 25 dollars..weird. weird.. haha

soooo much cheaper lor.. should have buy more :P

after the farm way.. we went back to his house and watch TV.. as usual... i watch TV..he sleeping..argh...i cant sleep coz am wearing contact len...

back from penang

ooo i non stop eating in penang.. argh... must have put on weight.. and now im SICK...

friday

lunch- hokkien mee and fries kway teow

dinner- fries kway teow, lok bak, kang kong cuttle fish, fries osyster,

saturday

breakfast- hong kong di xin

lunch- laksa, chendol, qing wu

dinner- wedding dinner

sunday

breakfast- curry mee, fries carrot cake

lunch- 8 course lunch

dinner- muffin and ice tea @ coffee bean

erm.. i have been 4 yr didn't go back to penang... and now i know..what is true friendship..

Chee Seng and me did not meet for soo long... but he still treat me as good friend...

i only go back for 3 days ..which is very very rush.. but he is trying his best to meet up with me..

saturday he sms me .. ask me wanna meet up at pub.. he gf going with him. then i say.. i cant make it..coz i still stuck at wedding dinner.. then he ask me how about sunday.. my sunday schedule also very pack. so ended up.. he say he meet me up airport... soo nice of him..really trying his best to meet up.. this is what i call.. true friendship... if u really wanna meet up.. u will put in effort to make it happen... i really appreciate a person who put in effort to do thing...

what happen to me.. why always fall sick??

now i fall sick again...

monday night my temp hit 38.5..omg..high fever..

these few days my temp remain as 37.3.. i still go to work..coz so many payment is waiting to apply..and so many course to attend...i still got block nose.. coughing.. erm...sound like swine flu? hahaha

this week never get to go online so freq...

monday night i was at zq house.. he dont let me go online lor.. very bad...

tues..i was at home resting...

wed..zq n me went to amk for dinner and movie.. sweet right??

thurs...zq on course.. that why i can online now..and update my blog.. haha

tml i will be meeting calvin and janet for dinner..

erm.. lau already know im attached.. and why he still keep sms me ar? really dont understand guys lehz...

really love yoke mee sia.. she always side me.. today lay lay bring up one case..ask me why i put on account under uncertificate.. then yoke mee totally side me..sooo nice of her..

then today ruhaini cannot balance ... so they cannot start the overall balancing.. but i still can go off on the dot.. coz yoke mee ask me to go back rest early... she really a nice person...... love her sia.. soo touch of what she do for me...

today i get back two of my result.. yoke mee ask me how is my result.. i say " good" haha then yoke mee soo happy.. she "yeahz" to me.. whaha soo cute...

erm.. i wondering why zq dont like to talk about his past??? eg.. i asked him..how he get down grade in NS.. he dont tell me...

ooo sad.. kelvin going to be posted at brunei for 1 yr... sigh... only left with ben n kris in school..sigh.. next sem not fun le.. no kelvin to play with me liaoz... cannot bully him liaoz kris n ben very nice to me too.. ben cannot bully too much la.. haha he got family one..

kris lehz.. he will let me bully la. but he will suan me too..

but kelvin different.. he never suan me lor. very nice friend.... and he is the only person same age as me lor.. ben soo old le.. kris 1 yr younger than me.. haha

back from penang..

Ooo... my penang trip damm funz...and very busy.. we keep eat alotz.. non stop eating.. OMg..i must have put on weight lor..argh... i going to write down all the schedule in penang.. and all the food we eat..argh...

friday - lunch - hokkien mee, fries kway teow