tired tired.

Today back to work, very tired….and as expected, many things to clear…
And my mom really making me more tired…..
I was resting on my bed..listening to song and she want me to go do my door curtain.
Yesterday I already bought the thing n stick on top and it drop again.
And the remaining new sticker I left it at her iron board and now she tell me she never see it. Haiz.so tired..lazy to find lehz…
Tml still got to go orchard collect my HP..

Employment relation

Finally can relax, ER is the paper which I most not confident in it and finally now it over.
And I think I can pass this paper because all the stuffs I study did come out.
Tomorrow I’m back to work and clear all the shit. Haha monthend..must be very busy. So now I got to switch my mind to work…and next Tuesday I’ll continue working hard for my next paper. I already send my HP for service…will get back on Friday.

Today my paper start at 10am but I’m late. Haha and I’m not alone. Because Kris meeting me so we both together late. Haha
After paper, uncle Ben, Kris and me went to Orchard for lunch because I got to send my HP to wisma for services. While we waiting for car park slot at the open space car park near forum, then got one car drive out and pass us his coupon lor. Very good lor. Hahaa
I saw your nick….”its over for now” I don’t know is this good or bad..but I hope..you are doing fine in all ur test..

爱情是笑话

Haha just read one email and I find it so funny and it’s true. Haha
Today I went to school study and all the study table occupy, so I got no choice and got to secretly go into “Unisim self study” room. Haha
This room meant for Unisim student..how come don’t have room for RMIT student ar?? Soo unfair..
Hahaa
Today when Kris and me on the way back from school, suddenly he ask me “where’s Robin?” then I say “er…I already block him liaoz” don’t know why suddenly he ask about him…
I don’t know how would I feel when he got new gf…soo I better not to keep in touch now.. that time when he put he and his colleague picture on his msn display, I though he got new gf, my heart drop immediately…I can feel the pain..and I don’t wan to have this feeling again….soo better not to keep in touch…. Haiz haha stupid right? Almost one yr le..but then I still care about him..
Yesterday dominic make me angry again…I already told him many many times not to bother about me liaoz..but he still make me angry..keep saying we are possible….he so da nan ren and confident person..and I super super super dislike this type of guy…he is mad…I rather be with any guy on the street than be with him.. he though he got good career, exp car..then all girl wil fall for him..but too bad…I’m not that type of girl.
My hp gone case liaoz. Tml will send for services.. haha

「成功」，对男人的定義是指能賺很多的钱，
对女人的定義是指能花很多的钱。

男人有钱就变坏，
女人变坏就有钱。

男人沒有女人，耳根清淨；
女人沒有男人，居家干淨。

男人「入错行」，上班会很痛苦；
女人「嫁错郎」，下班会很痛苦。

好女人，养坏男人的胃口；
坏女人，吊足男人的胃口。

婚前，男人像传令兵；
婚后，男人像指挥官。

失恋不见得是世界末日：
你的心也许会'泣血'，
你的荷包却可以不再'失血'。

以前提到结婚，想到「天长地久」；
現在提到结婚，想到「能撑多久」。

当初会结婚，说是「看上眼」；
后來会离婚，说是「看走眼」。

婚前，爱情是神话；
婚后，爱情是笑话。

男人花钱，是为了让女人高兴；
女人花钱，是因为男人让她不高兴。

嫁入「豪门」，要懂得理財；
嫁入「寒门」，要懂得生財。

以前的人，视婚姻生活为「一辈子」；
现代的人，视婚姻生活为「一阵子」。

婚前，男人在餐厅等女人；
婚后，女人在客厅等男人。

婚前，男人经常找女人「讨论」；
婚后，男人只告訴女人「结论」。

婚前，男人对她悄悄讲话；
婚后，男人对她大声讲话。

恋爱时，情话绵绵；
结婚后，谎话连连。

恋爱时的男人，喜欢「毛手毛脚」；
结婚后的男人，变成「沒手沒脚」。

婚前，情侶做什么都是「浪漫」；
婚后，夫妻做什么都是「浪费」。

如意郎君何处寻？
有才华的长得丑，
长得帥的挣钱少，
挣钱多的不顾家，
顾了家的沒出息，
有出息的不浪漫，
会浪漫的靠不住，
靠得住的又太窝囊………

男人呢?
漂亮的女人不下厨房，
下厨房的不温柔，
会温柔的沒主見，
有主見的沒女人味，
有女人味的乱花钱，
不乱花钱的不时尚，
时尚的不放心，
放心的沒看头。

想结婚，是自己已能独立；
想离婚，是子女已独 立。

婚前的男人，大都很幽默。
婚后的男人，大都很沉默。

女人的记性，吵架时最好；
男人的耐性，结婚后最差。

恋爱时，一见面就「亲嘴」；
结婚后，一见面就「闭嘴」。

婚前，男人常給女人「空白支票」；
婚后，男人常給女人「空头支票」。

恋爱时，生活「妙不可言」；
结婚后，日子「苦不堪言」。

婚前，男人天天盯着女人；
婚后，女人天天盯着男人。

热恋时，终相許下輩子再结良緣；
结婚后，常常疑上輩子造作孽緣。

大男人，会「作威作福」；
好男人，会「作牛作马」。

婚前，「谎话」都是「情话」；
婚后，「情话」都是「废话」。

婚前，靠近一点；
婚后，闪开一点。

婚前，沒话找话说；
婚后，有话也不说。

holidays mood..

I’m on long weekend, will be back to work on Thursday.
I feeling sooo good…..
Hahaa
Life without working stress is good…
I sleep early everyday and study on day time…
Feel soo good..i don’t know how to describe my feeling right now..
Hahaa
Tml..Ph..tues n Wednesday on leave
Today is my niece full month J
Recently there are so many big ants at my void desk..
Time to write in to town council again. Haha
I’m not complaining hor…is their duty to keep the environment clean.
And we are paying them every month….

my mom not bad, the dessert she cook have improvement. haha

The winner takes it all..--- soo true...

Today I “geng” MC and went to library study for Employment Relation, because I’m very worry about this module as I don’t understand at all. Haha and today I never bring my laptop along and the outcome turn out to be good. I’m fully concentrate and manage to cover cum understand 5 chapter. And now the concept still on my mind.. Good right? Great improvement for ER.

It’s very tired to living for other and we don’t gain anything from there… so I blocked him again. Hahaa just like what Calvin said, he told me why not I try to block him again and see would him sms me this time round? Haha I take his suggestion and try out again.

Today yong an sms and ask me out for dinner and movie and I told him I’m only free for dinner not movie then he keep asking me to go movie then I never reply his sms and he sms me again and apologise and wanna meet me for dinner only but then..too late le..i’m not in the mood anymore. I don’t know what happen to me recently, I think I only treat selective people good…
So I bought one big cake and have two slice as my dinner :P

I found that this song lyric is very meaningful and the song is nice…so shall with whoever is reading on my blog now.

The Winner Takes It All lyrics

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...

yeahz...got my coach bag

Yeah…I got my coach bag..
Hahaa nice nice

Oh ya..today my left eyelid keep flicking, is a sign of “bad luck”..then I was very careful with what I do…. And everything goes well today…but he msn me just now and say
” finally I failed my test” so I console him over the msn.
Just now went to my sister house to see my niece. Haha soo cute
And also show my elder sister my new bag.

boring..saturday

I already unblock you on Wednesday and chat with you once… haha I’m useless right?

Work getting more and complicated but I still manage to go home on the dot, so happy…
And can reach home by 8pm..hahaa so long never reach home so early lor….the feeling is different..

I went to intranet and look for the picture, the picture look so ugly and different lor. Ahhahaa and ar..on the same day I saw that handsome guy came to my office lehz. Hahaa then I faster go inform bee yuen :P whaha
Too bad he was in my office not in bee yuen there.haha

Wednesday during lunch time, I told Annie and Jack that I always take 6:30 transport and they so envy of me. haha can go home so early…then on the same day I almost cannot catch the 6:30 transport cause we cannot balance but luckily manage to balance at 6:25 and I rush down from my office to the waiting area, and I saw so many buses waiting there and got to search one by one to see which bus go to Queentown, when I get in the bus I saw Jack sitting inside and wave to me. ahahaa he also go back early..only our poor Annie still working.. hahaha

Yesterday Sadien join us for lunch and she asked Annie “are you married?” Annie say” I’m MBA” haha she don’t get what she mean ..haha soo innocent of her.. ahhaa
She though is MBA holder..whahaa
MBA stand for “Married but Available” hahaa
But she only available to…” someone” erm erm only jack and me know who is that “someone” hahaha

We three got different status,
Jackà married
Annieà married but Available
Meà single but not available

We three always got different topic to talk share..
Whenever jack mention about his wife, he always with a smile on his face. They married for 5 to 6 year but still maintain a lovely couple relationship. Haha he can describe his wife very cute when she get angry…how you going to find this type of guy lehz.haha most of my married friend when they talk about their wife..they say headache… hahaa

Annie always say her husband very good directory hahaha she will call and ask her husband whenever she don’t know..haha everytime she will say” I go ask my husband” whaha and when she mention about that “someone”..she will say he is very smart….

Me lehz..hahaa I got no bf or husband to share with them hahaha
What can I share lehz..haha
My school, clubbing, workplace…etc…hahaha
I’m a person who can talk with any topic..hahaa

Oooo..soo bored at home…clubbing mood liao..keke but I cannot….exam period la…

above are the pictures taken after make up class..

u can see my neck and face different colour right? haha

now u cannot le..coz i change my foundation liaoz..

tired day

Erm..today is third day I disappear from you…..
Haiz.. why I feeling so so so sad…

By the way, today Annie got nothing to do so she go intranet and search for the handsome guy at chai chee … she go to T&M dept and looking thro all the staffs and manage to find his picture.. haha she is very very FREE lor..whahha
And she called me when I’m on shuttle bus and told me that guy name is Long Zi Quan and she cannot confirm is him or not. So she ask me to tomorrow go to the intranet and see. Hahaha silly girl.whaha

This morning very funny and qiao lor..last time when I work at chai chee, my god brother also work at bedok north..very near my workplace..this week I started working at comtech and I take train towards jurong east interchange. And I saw my god brother at woodland mrt station. Haha and today also his second day taking this direction train. He change job..and sooo qiao..we alight at queentown. Hahahahahaha

sunday...

Once again..i block u in my msn….
This is the third? Forth or fifth times I block you? Haha I can’t remember..
I wanna get rid of you from my mind…but I always can’t do it…
Hopefully this time is the last time I block you and I will disappear from you…
Last week when we chat on msn..i already hinting you…I ask you if one day I block you form msn how..then you told me u will flood my sms…hahaa
The last time I have block you for one week and you sms me when you never see me online for such a long time..and I unblock you..
Last night never sleep well, my relative come here without notice, so I let my relative sleep my room and I sleep at mun pheng room.
Here are some pictures for yesterday unpack at my new office.

Today I’m tired…headache..
Just took panadol and going to sleep……
Today I woke up at 5:45am..reach Newton at 7:10..then Ben and me go raffle hotel do deco till 8:45am then we go have our breakfast and I took bus 51 to my office..
Reach office at 10am and slowly unpack while waiting for IBM to setup our comp
But the IBM guys busy with BIS and BG section so I setup my workstation by myself..
The rest of the colleagues saw I setup and relax surfing the website and they ask me to help. Ended I become the technician…I setup for all my colleague..argh..even FAX machine also setup by me…..argh….soo tired….
I leave my office at 3:30 and take bus 963 from my office to woodland and meet kris n his gf to study….till 8:30pm. So I’m very very tired…

Last day at Chai Chee

Finally today is the day we move office.
Is my last day to see the handsome guy outside the toilet…haha
We stop work at 3pm and start doing packing.
This time I was quite smart..ahha actually I have finished my work at 1pm but I keep quiet and doing other stuffs..
Yesterday I was so stupid….yesterday volume was so high and I manage to finish it at 5pm and I plan to do packing till 6plus and go home but unfortunately when I announce that I have balance and aunty Yvonne so happy to hear it and she say” xiao mei ar…help me lehz” before I say ok…she already place her application on my desk and it was not one or two application..is 29 application…OMG..what have she doing for the whole afternoon??? Luckily I manage to finished HER 29 application before 6pm and I start doing my packing…..so I have learn my lesson and I keep quiet when I balance..hehe

Taken some pictures when we do packing….it’s so tiring..

I found one super super old…time stamp machine lehz.haha vintage..hehe
Argh.finally weekend come…and what I going to do lehz???

Tomorrow my schedule is…

7:15 to 9:30—working for Greg
1015 to 1pm – go office unpack…
and hopefully can leave at 1pm ..
then go causeway point with Annie and Jack for lunch..
then meet Kris to study together…

Sunday..
8am driving..
then maybe go study again lor…

lonely....

I’m feeling lonely….empty…
My mom not at home, my sister went to Beijing…
My dad every night stay in his room watch TV, my younger sister stay in her room using computer…I was left alone here…
Argh..
Lonely…
Everyday after work..i don’t feel like going home..
Argh..i was stress and lonely……
Feel like crying….why my life soo tough?
Tomorrow is my last day of work at Chai Chee….

two more days..

Erm.. why do u need to explain to me? I only say “hi ..how is ur ojt?” and u never reply me..and u send me offline msg on the next day and explain and apologise to me why you never reply..haha
U treated me as a special friend? Or do u really care how I feel?

Two more days..i’m leaving chai chee to comtech….
I will miss this place..really…
Haiz..

I was watching the 9pm drama..the girl ask” you live for yourself or others?”
Haiz.. is very tiring to live to others…
The guy explain everyone will have their role to play in this world? Izzit true? Then what is my role? Hahaa how i wish..i can disappear...

last week at Chai Chee

Today Uncle Ben fetch Shirley and me from our workplace and we went to Katong ate Katong Laksa. Haha we order laksa, rojak and Otak..yummy..sooo nice…
I was so stupid, I ask the person for chopstick. Haha frankly speaking, this is the first time I having laksa at Katong..so I didn’t know people there eat without chopstick haha
So pai sei..
And I went back office at 2:30pm which was 30 min late. Ahha but no one ask about it..soo nevermind la. Haha

Last time when Annie just joined, she ask me how come I never go out for lunch? Then my reply is” I’m vampire mahz..never see sun light.” Haha because that time I was so busy and I’m not familiar with the work flow so need more time to do. Now she became vampire.. everytime jack and me ask her out for lunch..she cannot join us..she stuck with her work. Then today she announce to everyone she is vampire…haha never see sunlight. Haha last time she laugh at me..now is her turn liaoz.. keke..

Rotting leg...yuack

My leg is rotting…argh..due to some infection over the past two week…and I already consult doctor, so hopefully can recover as soon as possible..

Today I wanna go home early but I can’t balance…thanks to the person who always updated wrong RATE….argh… last two month she have update the wrong USD rate and spotted by me..and this time..she use EUR rate and update into GBP rate... and spotted by me again..she hate me for sure..whahaha

Recently I read those entertainment news and realise so many korean celebrity commit suicide, very sad news.. last time when some girls told me they have come across this though..wanna end their life..and at that point of time, I feel that they are so silly, and I so happy that I never come across this though..but recently..i have change a lot. Especially in this year..and frankly speaking, I have though of ending my life…I have low moral…no motivation…. I’m lost in direction. I don’t know what my life will be in the next 5 yr…so I keep asking myself when my life will end???? Am I mentally ill? No…I just feel lost and hopeless…..

busy day

Today was a busy day for me, I started work at 7:15am, so I woke up at 5:45am.. argh..
And today was the first time I work with Nicholas, everything went well and I ended work at 12pm, my last stop at Vivo city so I meeting Diana there for lunch….
She was late, I called her when I finish work and she still sleeping..argh…
After that we go for our make up lesson at cityhall..hahaa
Very fun and I learned how to apply eyes shadow…after that I bought some cosmetic.

Next week will be the last week I work at Chai Chee and I really will miss this place..because so many things happen in this place…

Firstly, Robin and me break up during my first week working at Chai Chee, secondly, after the break up, our first meet up at my office back door and this is the place where he telling me he is feeling sad about his job.. And thirdly, we have a regular meet up and have a small talk under my block…and lastly. Our last meet up on his last day of work…

Comtech is a nice place and also have some memories where started all the sweet and painful memories for me…
This is the place when I started to know Robin and we become friend. chat on msn and phone regularly, and I remember he used to call me when I having lunch at Burp…and during that time he just left Citibank and join DBS… and..now i’m going back there again and he joined back DBS again…..

*if I could turn back time, I’ll put in effort in our relationship, I have learnt my mistake…and will not let the history repeat again..

officially become aunty...

Today I went to Thomson Hospital to visit my sister and the baby..haha
The baby soo cute…….
I don’t understand why I can’t really smile or laugh when I’m at work..my work is soo stress…my workload is so heavy and I always lack of sleep…I always get up in the mid night ….
I’m under exam stressed…I really no confident for this semester, thanks to all the LOUSY lecturer..
I dunno what is the important concept for employee relation…what the hell is that..whahaha

Anyway this Saturday I’m going for make up lesson..maybe after this class, I can apply a better make up for work. Hahaa
And become prettier. Hehe

I must climb up ASAP…. I wanna be AVP before 40 yr old..whahaha

*yes..i hate you....and i regret to know u..i will disappear soon...

sian...going MIA

My sister giving birth le…a baby girl…
Hahaha
Tomorrow I’m going to hospital to see the baby…

Haiz..
What I wants…is not a “thank you thank you” from you………
Should I go MIA?
Maybe this is a better way to end our friendship….
And I’m regret to know you…cause I have been wasting my time………And the outcome might not be the one I’m looking forwards….

month end again...

Yesterday was month end, we are so busy, so many payments to apply and so many calls and email. My Malay colleague went back at 3pm, so left with aunty Y and me. Then invoice sections no data entry and they faxed over and ask me to help them keyed. Omg, I got so many payments and still got to spare time to key invoice for them. Wth…..
But I try to cool down and finish my stuffs asap because the system shut down early, so we cannot stay OT to do.
Haha I get to know one lady from T&M, she told me some of them got to go back work today, they are not follow SGD calendar, its depends on what currency they are dealing with. Poor thing.
And she told me they also split operation, they take turn to go Comtech and Chai Chee, so sometimes the people there will disappear from CC for few month because they at Comtech. Haha this is something new I get to know and some useful…I can go update BG friend liaoz. Hahahaa because they so curious why the shuai ge over there always go on block leave, haha now I know he is not going on block leave, he go Comtech. Hahaa
Must go tell Bee Yuan, she will be happy to know it. Haha yesterday too busy and no time to update them..tml must…UPDATE :P