Admiralty Park

last sunday we went to admiralty park.. haha on the news report.. they mention so many animal.. but we only see MONKEY... hahaha so many ppl bring their professional camera and take picture of the plants and MUSHROOM.. haha soo nice to take meh? dont understand.. keke

first time bring my Murfee for walk at park.. he look soo happy..

oh ya.. last week bring Murfee to vet.. surprisely .. the fee below my budget.. only cost me 33 dollars.. consultant and medi.. reasonable right? hahaa and the vet very good service.. short waiting time and good looking vet.. keke

ooo we're waiting for BTO at sembawang to be launch.. hopefully can get one unit... keke soo excited.. this saturday maybe going HDB hub to check on the procedure and also look at punggol unit.. calvin already got one unit there.. and he is waiting for me to apply.. ahah but punggol lehz. abit out of the way lehz.. and so far from my mother house.

PS-- zq said dont eat long john silver.. coz the portion getting smaller.. haha

finally two paper over. now left with one more investment paper..

last week zq send me to uncle ben house at pasir ris and i study there.. he come and fetch me after work and we went to ikea for dinner. haha

IKEA only meatball and the hot dog at the basement nice. the rest.. not nice. the salmon fish SOO HARD.. the chicken leg also not nice.. haha no wonder their meatball soo popular..keke too bad.. i cant taste it. coz is make of beef and pork.. i cant take beef..

recently zq very nice to me lor. haha always offer to send me to the place i wanna go..

yesterday i got morning paper at 10am.. and he offer to send me go to my school before he go work. is like totally out of the way lor.. from woodland to bukit timah and go changi.. north to west to east.. but he didnt complain. soo nice.. keke i do breakfast for him in return.. keke

sigh.. i also dont know what i want in my life.. i wish i can have my own house .. but if we buy a new house then cannot go enjoys like going holidays etc etc.. but if we stay with his paper.. then no freedom.. dont have my own bathroom.. now i already used to having my own bathroom.. i got everything in my house lor.. i got my own room.. own bathroom.. own telephone line.. two wardrobe. i already long time didnt share with ppl thing lor.. but he never though of moving out.. u know la. i anything one la.. dont wan to make him sad also la.. if he wanna stay in.. then stay lo.

Jack told me my unpaid leave was one of the topic in their section head meeting.. and A did advise LL must handle it well .. cause my unpaid leave is for personal study not bank sponsor course.. so it might cause other staff unhappy .. he said other staff in future may wanna take unleave too. then LL said im one of her best performance staff.. so my VP approval it..

if i know taking unpaid leave so troublesome.. then i should have accept Helen offer before i enroll lo.. she did offer me to take up bank sponsor and get bond one yr after grad.but i dont want..

Zoo trip

i said he look like chimpanzee so he show me this ugly face.. haha

mother polar bear finally get into the water

merry go round.. yeahz..how i wish i can take a ride..

i ask him to take picture and he wanna kiss me.. haha naughty

hmm.. familiar? haha look like when we at macau.. looking at map

finally saw this cute little things

close view.. .first time saw it

hehe this morning we went to Zoo again.. haha i get soo excited over today trip.. haha i enjoys the the journey to zoo.. the morning we meet for breakfast and went into zoo and walk till 3pm. keke

as usual... today we have our breakfast at kfc outside zoo.. then missed the morning polar bear feeding time.. so we walk walk around and see so many animal which we didnt see before..haha today the weather very cooling soo all the animal come out walk walk .. haha the last time we went there.. some of the animal hide inside their cage..

we went to the sea lion show and chop a good seat.. haha then the sea lion got new trick. ahah not bad.. just one month time and they already taught him new trick. impressive.. keke

we walk around and have ice cream at ben and jerry.. keke then after that we rush to polar bear feeding time.. haha after that.. we also went to lion feeding, white tiget feeding time.. haha

overall i have to said.. the weather really very nice.. keke

when we step out of zoo.. its start to rain.. we head to Lau Pa Sa for our late lunch.. and walk to DBS building to return my Zoo pass.. keke luckily.. shenton way not raining.. hahaa

tonight zq having wedding dinner after zoo.. then now i waiting for him to finish dinner and we go see moon.. haha he suggested..

ooo study at zq house

yesterday i went to joanne and stanley wedding. sit together with the ppl i dont know.. hehe soo abit boring la.. luckily my sister with me.. when i look at my table namelist.. i saw casper name.. oo janet ex bf.. only heard about his name but never see him before.. then i sms janet and she decrible for me his look and i know who which one is him already
anyway.. the service is really bad.. and disgusting. haha the roaster chicken was the forth course.. they didnt change the plate since first course lor.. then after this roaster chicken. everyone plate was full of bones.. then the aunty come with a spoon then take our plate and use the spoon to clear off the bone to the platter and return us our dirty plate.. omg.. she use the SAME spoon for everyone. then we ask to change plate.. and she say " no.. never change plate one" omg.. soo disgusting. how i going to eat lehz.. then the guy beside me turn to us and say " we going to be short life liaoz" haha then there is good left over on the platter.. she will keep forcing us to take the food.. and push all the remaining food to one of the guy.. and keep asking him to eat.. then casper give way to let the aunty clear the platter. but she dont wan.. she keep asking one of the guy to eat. then that guy say" aunty.. i dont wan to eat " then she ask casper to eat.. then casper say " aunty.. im on diet" then she laugh.. then casper say " aunty we dont wan to ea.t. dont force us to eat.. u want to clear the platter or not?" haha then finally she clear it.. hahaa
then when she set up the bowl on the susan for dessert.. one of the spoon fall on the susan.. and the susan was very very dirty lor.. then she pick up the spoon and put it back to the bowl. OMG. soo disgusting. then i faster remove the spoon.. so other ppl wont eat that bowl lor.. damm er xin.
haha now i at zq house lor.. he is working. this morning he come and fetch me to his house. then he sleep a while. then went to work already.. im in his room alone lor.. he dad was outside reading book.. now i study for my price and market test while waiting for him to come back :) hopefully he dont work soo late....
last saturday my niece celebrate her 1st birthday.. then kris keep nagging that i didnt invite him to the party when i in his car on the way back. then i say is ok if he wan to come la.. i only worry he will get bored lor.. haha then he come and help me with the balloon deco.. then after i bath and bring my dog to downstair while kris smoking there. then i saw zq car.. hehe run to him with murfee.. haha and let him go walk with murfee.. haha
after that he stay in my room for whole night lor and he damm idiot .. he change my msn personal msg to " mrs momo" argh.. then kris very ke lian.. he entertain the ppl outside. got to help out. haha then he help to cut cake for everyone while zq, edwin and me enjoys chatting in my room. haha then he kris inside with two cakes and say " u all very bad lor.. why i end up cutting cake for everyone" then i say " ok i come and help u" then he say " dont need la. everyone eat already.. only left with u and ur sister .. " haha then i say " i tot my mom is cutting the cake. how come u doing it alone?" then he say " ur mom and sister helping me to distribute the cake only.. i cutting it alone lor.. why ur bday i cut the cake.. and now ur niece bday im also cutting the cake?" whah i laugh out loud.. no comments.. haha he always soo nice to me and i always bully him.. feeling soo bad.. keke then my sister very busy packing and prepare for her oversea study at london.. then she pass me her professional camera and ask me to help taking picture during the party.. sigh become camera girl.. and is my first time using such a big camera lor. just anyhow take lor :P then her room damm messy.. she dig out all the thing and pack one by pack. then kris open her room door and saw it.. he got shock .. eye open soo big.. then i saw edwin walking over.. oh jia let.. edwin cannot stand messy one.. then he stand behind kris and saw her room.. he got double shock .. then here come my bf..jia let.. also another super cant stand mess one.. he come and stand behind edwin and saw the room too.. super double shock.. hahaa three guys cannot stand a girl room sooo messy.. hahaaa what i can do is..pushing them out of her room and close the door.. hahaa my sister also very pai sei. she sit inside the mess and laugh.. when the three guy got shock.. hahaah ok time to study..

who cares???

omg.. im damm tired...
busy with proj..
yesterday my schedule very pack.. morning work from 8:15am to 1130.. then do proj from 1230 to 5pm.. rush home and prepare to meet zq at 6pm.. for dinner . . actually we plan to go dinner then go to asernal pub for soccer match at 10pm.. but after dinner zq go home bath and lazy to go out. so we just slack at his house and watch the match ..
sigh. yesterday during dinner i loose my patience and ask zq to keep quiet..
i was telling him my sister is preparing for her oversea study at london and leaving in this month end. and not plan to come back till 5 yr later.. and when he heard she going london.. he get soo excited..i know he like london and went there twice already.. but dont need to have big reaction mahz.. he must understand my feeling mahz.. going oversea study is always my dream. and whole family knew about it. and i did request go after my poly.. but fail.. they say no money.. and now. my sister get the money from my grandpa. and got this opportunity to go.. i know this is an good opportunity.. i know going oversea study is good. that's why i always wanted to go.. but he dont need to be soo excited and i feel irritated.. i was soo jealous already and he add in more salt in it.. and i just cant control myself and ask him to keep quiet..
i was wondering.. who really cares about me???? did zq care? yes.. he is.. but..not enough
i need someone who cares for me more than themselve..
i need someone who is truly ..cares for me..

u know what is cares??? cares is come from heart...
does he care what movie i'm interested in??
does he care what moon cake i like?
does he care what type of food i like?
does he care how tired am i after class?
does he care how i feel?

yes.. he did ask what i like but only ask once.. and i said" dont tell you" after that.. he didnt ask anymore.. soo this show that he dont really want to know..if u really want to know.. i will tell u...
he got sooo jealous and angry when i last min go chill up with kris, ben and john after my class..
he got jealous because i go out with all guys...
if he really soo jealous. then come and fetch me after class la.. if u really scare i so close with guys. then u dont let me have the chance to go out with guys la..
but u giving me this chance go out with guy soo dont get jealous la..this chance is given by you what.. u let me go back with kris after class and the class ended early and we got time then go chilll up la.. nothing wrong what.. coz u given me the chance to let all this happened..

Zoo Trip

keke.. after soo many yrs. and im back to zoo again.. keke i think the last time i went to zoo is during sec school trip...
this morning 8:30am zq come and fetch me and we went to zoo for our breakfast. breakfast at KFC.. after that we went to zoo. hehe yeahz.. we went to all the show.. and take many pictures.. especially polar bear.. haha coz zq likes it.. so i try to take as many as possible. hehe
we went for polar bear and lion feeding time. keke
haha we went to all places and leave zoo at 3pm.. hehe
before we leave. we went to zoo shop.. haha i buy a polar bear for zq.. keke since he like it soo much.. so i buy for him haha he soo happy ~!~!
after zoo.. we went to yishun for laksa and dessert.. he order ice kanchang.. i order chendol. very full. after that.. i go trim eye brow.. and we went to north point shop shop.. haha
i reach home 5 plus. and go for jogging at 6pm.. haha now very tired.. maybe sleep early.. hehe

Happy day

ooo friday night very unlucky.. when i go to water cooler outside library with stanley.. i saw my ex bf lor..damm.. i think he current gf study in SIM la.coz he is from SMU mahz. shouldnt be here.. ahaha and that day SIM having RMIT graduation ceremony..he is holding a flower with a group of friends.. poor girl. this guy is bad bad bad.. haha soo far all my ex's.. he is the most worse guy..whaha i feel soo happy that i make a right choice to leave him.. and i shouldnt accept him at the first place.. hahaa

oo my investment test gone case le.. got to work harder on my proj and exam..argh..
still left with one more test and proj..then have to prepare for exam already..

oo sept got wedding dinner.. to attend.. joanne and stanley.. oct is lilin..got to be her sister.. very busy busy..

after my class.. azahar come to school to pick me up.. and we meet janet at o bar.. haha very booring lor.. o bar no ppl lehz.very funny..
usually very crowded around 11 plus.. ended up. no ppl lehz. around 1am .also no ppl at dance floor..weird weird..
then ar. we went up to double o..the music very very noisy.. argh. didnt enjoys ourself lor. then we drink alotz lehz..
one jug vodka orange, one jug martell green tea, two tequila shot.. haha and i pengz liaoz. too long didnt drink.haha
azahar send me home then send janet back..azahar very gentleman lor.. stay at tampines. and still sending me back.. and he still come out of his car and walk me to my lift.. haha very nice chap..hehe then i reach home.. rush to toilet and vomit like hell..whaha almost hug my toilet bowl and sleep. but i must force myself to crawl out to my room and text zq that i reach home..haha
then i slept till 8am.. woke up.. bath .. change . pack and go to zq house. i went to collect my sister medical report first, then go sun plaza buy breakfast and meet zq and go to his house eat and sleep.. haha we sleep till 2pm plus. very pig right? haha after that.. prepare and go to orchard.. we park at elizabeth hotel.. then go to the cathay watch " proposal" haha after that.. we Q up 1 hr plus at auston.. for dinner.. haha then we walk back to elizabeth hotel.hehe we walking.. and chatting.. very nice.. then after that.. we wait at elizabeth hotel Asernal pub for the asernal match which start at 12am.. till 2 am.. i reach home 3 am.. and sleep till this morning 12pm.. haha very tired lor..hehe

fail my TP again

OMG... i cant believe it.. i made such a stupid mistake which i never never expected..
im very confident in my S course.. i always do it so well and got no worry for it.
my instructor even praise my S course very goood and he say this is the most difficult one..
ended up.. i mount kerb at S course today.... omg... sigh. today the circuit soo many cars and no one is giving in to me..then i;m the forth car waiting outside the S course.. and im quite impatience lor..then when is my turn.. i step on the accelerator too hard and the car just went up the kerb..shit lor.
actually today my tester quite good one. sigh..
overall got 14 pt.. but immediate failure..
zq very busy these two weeks... coz got a old aeroplane come in and many work to do..
soo.. i only can cry inside my room lor... stupid mistake
when i come out.. i called my instructor.. he ask me what happen..i say mount kerb at S course.he ask " u always no problem with S course. why will u mount kerb..never follow what i teach u?" then i say " dont know lehz..too many cars infront" then he say " wait there patience and do it slowly la.. why soo kan chiong.. faster go take test date now"
then i say " dont want la. need a rest..maybe december lor"
then he say " if u take now.. u TP will be in oct.. and u only need 2 to 3 lesson before TP. wont take up so much of ur time" then i say " see how..call u when i want to book"
then i go home.. no mood to book..i go on bed and sleep..then around 3 plus.. my instructor call me.he say he at the booking screen now.. he told me 20 oct.. 10:15..very good timing.. confirm no car on road and circuit..ask me can or not..then i say anything lor.
i think he already book for me le..
sigh.. very disappointed in myself....

i want nobody but you...

hehe this is the first time i get angry with zq for soo long.. i exactly two days didnt talk to him on phone, i only reply his sms.. and i scold him thro sms. . really very angry lor.. and he dont know how man make me happy lor.. very dumb.. haha but surprisingly he was soo cute on monday.. haha so we're ok le.. haha
monday i having class in school.. and he text me. ask me what time class end.. i said 9:30.. coz this leadership class always ended early.. then around 9pm. he say he is coming to fetch me, then i say dont need.. then he said he already on his way..
then when i get in his car.. he super act cute lor.. haha turn on my favourite FM.. 98.7. haha coz he usually dont listen to song ..then he still purposely tell me " ur favourite FM.. " then i say " yea.. i know." then he ask " how is the air con?" damm kns lor. ahha he adjust the aircon nicely for me.. haha then i say" ok la" then he more act cute lor. he say " how is my top?" haha he wear the England Jersey which i given to him last time. haha super act cute lor.. haha then i happy liaoz la... hehe
soo i decide to make something for him.. today i try doing Mango Sago.. hehe i know he likes mango. hehe just pray hard.. its taste nice.. ahaha Janet pass her driving le. shiok. hehe
yesterday she stay over at my house. coz her test 8am mahz. and practice 7am. soo early. soo she stay over and my instructor come my place in the morning then she drive to ssdc lor. haha
16 pt.. hehe cool.. tues is my turn liaoz. STRESSED...

my feeling just like the song...

disappointed

i'm very very disappointed and angry..
zq is very lazy.. and i hates empty promise.. i believe in action speak louder than words...
he always say it soo nicely but thing turn out to be different...
i don' t know how long i can take it... it going to hits my limit sooon.. i know its hard to find someone u really love.. i admit.. he is the one i love but he bad habit really make me very piss off and i asking myself .."can i take it for life time??"
just like what happened today. and this is not the first time the same thing happen .. this incident keep repeating .. again and AGAIN..
last few day he told me he might off on saturday and ask me where i wanna go.. he say he wanna bring me for outing. and i told him im working on saturday till 1.30 at pasir ris. then he say if he is working.. he wil fetch me and we go out.. sound nice right?? but like what i said earlier.. thing turn out to be differents.. and i already knew it on friday night when he told me he is not feeling well. so i didnt disturb him. let him rest .. till saturday afternoon he text me said we meet tonight.. and i know he pattern..once he sleep in his confortable room.. he lazy to get up already.. and i give him chance... i suggest to him.. he want me to go straight to his place after work.. and i go back in evening .. coz i know tampines got 969.. which will stop at sembawang.. and he say.. dont need.. he ask me to go home first.. and later he fetch me and my doggy to his place.. and ask me to text him once i reach home. and i do text him.. and he call and keep talking NOSENSE.. the nosense referring to " no conclusion" then he say lets discuss again once he woke up.. and i knew.. he will sleep till night time.. and its just happened like what i EXPECTED..and he call me when he get up.. and like what i expected. we're not meeting. he is too LAZY to fetch me.. again.. he say he is TIRED.. please la.. as compare to me. who is more tiring.. i have been doing report for the past few day s and only slept for few hour.. and last night i got class till 10pm.. reach home 11pm.. slept at 12am.. woke up this morning 6:15.. and go driving from 7:30 to 9am.. then rush to newton work from 9am to 1:30 and have lunch till 2:30. reach home 3:15pm.sleep till 6pm and go jogging .. see.. this is my schedule.. who is more tiring??????? i believe if u want to do something.. no matter how tired.. u will still do it.. if he really miss me like what he say.. he will meet me la.. i think i always available to him when he want to meet up.. so he already take me for granted.. coz i like him so i put him as top priority and meet him whenever he is not tired.. now.. it wont be the same treatment he get last time.. i'm getting busier next two weeks.. and i also damm disappointed already.. he is pushing to my limit...i got proj deadline on monday, test on wed.. the week after i got test and group proj deadline and TP too..
and every time he say it soo nice.. like if ur friend never send u home.and i come n fetch you.. ended up lehz. also never come.. i already to him.. dont give empty promise and giving ppl hope.. end up cant do it.. i will get damm disappointed one...
i like this song.. very nice and meaningful

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself
I don't why you think you got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say, baby

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush

No more words, no more lies
No more crying
No more pain, no more hurt
No more trying because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby hush hush

Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby

yeahz long weekend coming soon

tml onwards my class schedule fixed..
every monday wed and friday.. haha
my schedule will be very PACK..
hehe
i dont know why i like zq sooo much lehz.. ahhaa
totally fallen for him.. hehe
sometimes.. he is sooooo sweet....
oh ya.. friday evening we almost got into car accident...
when we at traffic junction before Tangs shopping mall. then i told him the traffic light turn
amber. but he didnt heard it and he drive through.. other car at the other side already prepare to moving.. and almost bang into us.. OMG.. i got shock. but the first time come into my mind is " oh shit..the car soo near" but what come into zq mind is my safety.. coz the car is coming towards my side..
he is worry for my safety.. very funny hor.. i dont even think of my own safety lehz...
after this incident.. i dont really enjoys my dinner at elizabeth hotel. zq said if i feel like drinking mocktail ... just order.. he cannot.coz he is driving.. but i dont want la.. no mood le.. i got shock.. and mind not there to enjoys liaoz.just feel like going home.. coz if i suay one time. it would be second time mahz.so i just feel like going home and let this bad luck day pass...and everything will be fine tml..
saturday zq come n fetch me from school..and we went to the famous wrap chicken just beside my school..yummy yummy.. we order fish, wrap chicken, quil, fried tofu.. hehe
i dont eat the quil la. yuack.is a bird lehz.. and they didnt remove the head n leg lor. omg..i see already .. dont even dare to touch.. how to eat lehz? hahaha
then zq ask me why my face look soo pale..am i sick.. ahha actually is the first day of my period lehz. .and it come alotz lor..losing blood.. soo look pale..

i'm back

haha dont know what happen for the past few weeks, i cant create new post..
anyway.. i back from hong kong .. times flies.. soo fast.. im back here 2 week already...
ooo over here.. life is sooo bored..
nothing to do at night..

when i was in hong kong.. the schedule soo pack.. soo many places to go.. all shop open till mid night.. soo shiok.. full of nice foood... droolz .. droolz..
the most important is.. zhi qin n me spend 24 hr together.. hehe

zhiqin really a nice guy.. he sayang me.. haha when i tell him im bored.. and he is worry.he keep asking me where i wanna go. he drive me there..and he spend one whole evening to discuss with me what the prob. why i feel bored. and give me many suggestion .. at first.. he got mistaken that im bored with him and dont want him. he get so panick. haha then i told him not to worry la. i really never come across my mind that we will be apart lor.. i already treat him as my future liaoz. he is the best bf i ever have.. muack..

I'M REALLY BORED... sigh..

my mom very cute lor. she compare my hong kong pictures with my elder sis and my aunty. then she say my trip look more fun than them.. haha she say we go soo many places.. and she want my schedule.. so next time when she go.. she will follow it and go all the places which i have been to.. haha i will plan for her before she go lor. hehe coz im quite familiar with the place le.. haha

zq more funny lo.. last week he give me the link for jetstar promotion.. and he ask me " where u wanna go?" haha we just back from holidays lehz. soo fast he is plan to go for next trip. ahha but i dont want la.. no money liaoz.how to buy stuffs lehz. haha
next trip.. i wanna go taipei... shop shop and eat eat.. hehe

life is will never be fair

what i can said is.. life is will never be fair.. so.. just dont compare....
my sister applied master program from a well known university at london and accepted - Architectural Association school of Architecture.
only 1 yr program..
now my parents is trying their best to let her go there study....
sigh...
why no one sponsor me when i want to study?????
last time after my poly.. i wanted to go australia with my friend... but my parents dont allow.. and they told me they dont have " money" to sponsor me.. and they very worry i study halfway will give up.. or fail everything .. they have no confident in me.
but i have proof them wrong.. coz i have done well for my current study.. and now they so happy that i going to grad soon..
why they always no confident in me???? do i look like someone cannot be trust???
i never give them any problem in my study before.. i even did better than my sister in my o level.. they never see me study at home. but it doesnt mean i dont study mahz.. i'm not god hor. .. go in exam hall with empty brain ar??? haha crazy.. i will study n do revision.. but not at home.. my pattern is last min study one mahz..
now my sister is discuss with my family about her tuition fees matter.. everyone is so supportive. sigh..
that time when i want to apply for education loan.. all not dare to be my joint applicant.. no one dare to be my guarantor... sigh. nevermind la.. never depends on other...depends on myself bahz..

tired

today.. is my paid day... but i officially declare i going to be broke sooon.. hahaha

coz. just now i ask MR yup.. how much per lesson for circuit.. he say additional of 23 dollars.. my lesson is 28 per hr.. additional of 23 dollars will be 51 dollars per hour.. and i have 11 lesson with him.. mean.. total i need 561dollars.. test date.. booking for the car. cost 120 dollars.. OMG... i got to spend 681 in this two week.... just paid my school fees.. 4k...... OMG.... fainted... and i going to HK lor.. got to change min 500 dollars lehz.. jia let.. ....

today is my first lesson with MR YUP.. he is not bad.. learn alotz from him.. better than MR yeo.. haha

some picture taken on last friday

sigh... ....... sigh......

i go sleep le.. very tired...

keep repeating the same OLD problem...

Ooo... getting busier.... next friday onwards.. i will be very very busy...
yesterday i went to meet janet for lunch and chit chat.. coz she is very upset over her driving lesson.. then i go console her.. after that.. i went to POSB branch to withdraw out my money from "my saving account" and deposit into maybank. the teller at maybank not familiar with their products.. argh.. damm it.. every Q that i ask her.. she have to check with her officer inside the office.. and they are not flexible in their service.. and she is very "BLUR".. this is not the first time i encountered this prob.. last time i went to Maybank at bedok.. they also very blur argh

sigh.. zq always make me not happy over the SAME problem.. he always ask me to do " house work" argh.. as u know... nowsdays.. the women is DIFFERENT from last time.. last time.. women used to be a full time HOUSEWIFE..soo their job scope is to COOK, CLEAN HOUSE and welcome their partner back home.. but now.. the women change.. we're working in a corporation.. fighting with all the man.. be competitive in the industry.. we wanted to earn more MONEY to improve on overall family INCOME... and not just depends on our MAN income to survive.. two person earning is better than one person right? life will be better and less stressful with more income.. the world have change. last time.. standard of living is LOW... now the standard of living is very very high... so we cannot just depends on one person income.. unless the one person is a CEO or big BOSS of a company.. then will be different story... therefore.. we're no different from MAN lor.. we working.. we feel tired... we facing problem.. and MAN cannot expect us to do all the house work right?? we cannot work in both day n night right? we are not machine.. MAN feel tired after work.. and we FEEL Tired tooo...
girl will appreciate if the guy willing to share of the workload.. good guy will not want their partner to be over tired...

now i having school holidays.. my temper very good.. coz no stress. soo i can always give in..
but once my school start.. with the project stress, test stress, exam stress... i dont know how would i react of this PROB keep popping out in my normal life....
i try to talk to zq.. but he seem like not taking this prob seriously.......he still want to bring out to making fun of me.. just like yesterday.. he make me wash his plate.. and my plate after the dinner.. which i already told him before hand.. i dont wan to WASH..... i dont mind washing for him if he come to my hse have dinner.. but i dont like doing it at other people house.. every house have their own house rule.... how i know which sponge for washing plate, cup, frying pan etc. i might use the wrong sponge to wash and this make thing WORSE right?????? but he seem like dont understand lor...
i already try talking to him and also show him black face le.. but he seem like dont get it..
i dont know what can i do to solve this problem le.
the last resort ... is avoid going to his house le.. but i know he is very tired after work.. that why i dont mind going to his house to accompany him on weekend.. soo avoid going to his hse might affect our relationship.. but this is the only solution which i can think of...... sigh....
i see how lor.. if really no choice.. this is the only way out le.....

today my driving very smooth.. yeahz...
yesterday zq told me he is quite flirt person and ask me must try to tie him down... i really really mind about this.. i dont know is he joking or serious.. but i choose to believe this is truth...
coz we're belong to same group of person..
i admit.. last time i used to be quite flirt... always get distracted easily... and i used to say the same thing to my ex bf too.. and they all fail to tie me down... soo i believe what he said.... sigh. life is really funny.. very disappointed..

Stress...feeling down

OMG.. i got soo many personal stuffs to settle...
first... i waiting for SIM to send me the invoice for school fee.. hopefully i will received by this week.. so i can go settle the fee on next monday..
secondly.. i must find one saturday to go down ICA to apply for singapore citizenship...
thirdly.. i got to renew my PDL before july...
next friday onwards.. im very very busy..
i'll be going for MR yup driving lesson.... and my driving lesson almost everyday...
i manage to get two second hand textbook for kris n ben.. sigh.. why cant they go look for it themselve lehz..
tml the seller will go to my office n pass me the textbook...

sigh.. another sad matter... zq mother have many misunderstanding over me.. sigh.. nvm la. time will resolve it... zq very bad la.. dont help me explain..argh...
three more week.. im going holiday with zq.. haha soo excited...
we're going to Hong Kong.. haha erm... i dont think i can buy alotz of stuffs lor. coz this month.. im paying for school fee and driving lesson.. argh.. going on wrong timing.. haha
cannot anyhow buy... must be selective.. whaha
actually zq quite sweet lehz.. he will come to harbour front meet me once in a week after my work.. he purposely drive all the way from his house to harbour front just to have dinner with me and send me home.. haha
yesterday very funny lor.. zq know that DBS shuttle bus will drop us at the bus stop near to siam im hawker center, and he walk all the way there to wait for me.. end up.. i never take DBS shuttle bus.. i taking maple tree shuttle bus.. haha coz i wanna see him earlier. that's why i faster rush out of office and go for maple tree bus.. just hope that i can reach harbour front earlier.. haha then he said next time he dont wan to walk there wait for me le.. sooo SAD....
if i know.. i take DBS bus lor...
today i went to disbursement team for training.. coz now they afraid of H1N1.. and we might be split ops.. soo they want us to cover if one side down..
last time i was in disbursement for 6 mth.. and now they have many changes.. that why they wan me to go there to refresh memory.. so i can cover the duty if really split ops..
sigh. i see spotted risk in the procedure.. sigh. should i bring up? i also spotted the template can be improve in a better way.. will they accept it if i change it??

argh. tml sure got complain from client...
the client have mail us two CHQ.. one CHQ we have bank in and apply the payment accordingly.. and the client highligh to us that.. another CHQ didnt clear...
i suspect... our ppl only take out one CHQ from the envelop.. and another CHQ maybe still inside
so from the system.. i can tell that the application applied on 24 FEB.. then i go dig all the feb source.. cannot find the date 24.. argh. then i ask around.. all said they didnt keep any source...
then no choice la... i have to search from the tall cabinet.. Yoke mee told me that the two cabinet very messy...collapse anytime.. then i told them..if they heard someone shout.. that person will be me.. which mean the thing inside the cabinet collapse on me.. hahaa i spend 30 min searching up n down at the two tall cabinet.. cannot find.. argh.. then i go to my colleague personal cabinet.. one by one search.. finally i found it.. and true enough... the CHQ is inside the envelop.. oo.. really shit lor. tml sure get complain by client le.. is our mistake... everyone got shock when i pull out the CHQ from the envelop...

went for enrolment last friday..
next sem taking investment, leadership management, and price and market.
investment and leadership mgmt got to do group projects..
Sigh.. our group is getting smaller.. just get to know Esther fail her marketing module..
so.. left with rachel, ben, kris and me..
last sem ..kris told me.." we must clear all module. so next sem i can send u home"
yes.. we clear all.. but.. .. our class on different day.. hahaa
their marketing class on thurs.. my investment class on friday.. .. how to go back tgt?
our core module on monday n wed.. soo these two days kris can send me home.. but friday i have to go back alone le.. sob sob.. sooo sad........

wonderful weekend

haha having wonderful weekend with zq....

saturday i was working with darius and kelvin at EXPO.. zq soo sweet..send me there.so i dont need to travel soo far to expo...

darius drive.. me n kelvin inflate balloons and we went to 4 places... haha after we finished out last order.. we send kelvin to his concert venue. haha we didnt tell greg about it.. haha

when we on the way back to greg place... we stuck at traffic jam.. darius and me soo hungry lor...

we have our dinner at greg house..

sunday morning i got driving lesson, after the lesson, i went back home to sleep.. then woke up at 1150.. bath n prepare .. then meet zq... we went to jalan kayu for lunch.... haha

he always orders alotz of foood lor.. and we cant finish it... then we went to farmway.. yeahz.. having fun there...i see the doggy, horse, goat..peakcock..rabbit.. fish... haha

i boght my doggy food there.. soo cheap lehz..weird.. usually i buy at pet station which cost me 38 dollars.. over there..after discount.. 25 dollars..weird. weird.. haha

soooo much cheaper lor.. should have buy more :P

after the farm way.. we went back to his house and watch TV.. as usual... i watch TV..he sleeping..argh...i cant sleep coz am wearing contact len...

back from penang

ooo i non stop eating in penang.. argh... must have put on weight.. and now im SICK...

friday

lunch- hokkien mee and fries kway teow

dinner- fries kway teow, lok bak, kang kong cuttle fish, fries osyster,

saturday

breakfast- hong kong di xin

lunch- laksa, chendol, qing wu

dinner- wedding dinner

sunday

breakfast- curry mee, fries carrot cake

lunch- 8 course lunch

dinner- muffin and ice tea @ coffee bean

erm.. i have been 4 yr didn't go back to penang... and now i know..what is true friendship..

Chee Seng and me did not meet for soo long... but he still treat me as good friend...

i only go back for 3 days ..which is very very rush.. but he is trying his best to meet up with me..

saturday he sms me .. ask me wanna meet up at pub.. he gf going with him. then i say.. i cant make it..coz i still stuck at wedding dinner.. then he ask me how about sunday.. my sunday schedule also very pack. so ended up.. he say he meet me up airport... soo nice of him..really trying his best to meet up.. this is what i call.. true friendship... if u really wanna meet up.. u will put in effort to make it happen... i really appreciate a person who put in effort to do thing...

what happen to me.. why always fall sick??

now i fall sick again...

monday night my temp hit 38.5..omg..high fever..

these few days my temp remain as 37.3.. i still go to work..coz so many payment is waiting to apply..and so many course to attend...i still got block nose.. coughing.. erm...sound like swine flu? hahaha

this week never get to go online so freq...

monday night i was at zq house.. he dont let me go online lor.. very bad...

tues..i was at home resting...

wed..zq n me went to amk for dinner and movie.. sweet right??

thurs...zq on course.. that why i can online now..and update my blog.. haha

tml i will be meeting calvin and janet for dinner..

erm.. lau already know im attached.. and why he still keep sms me ar? really dont understand guys lehz...

really love yoke mee sia.. she always side me.. today lay lay bring up one case..ask me why i put on account under uncertificate.. then yoke mee totally side me..sooo nice of her..

then today ruhaini cannot balance ... so they cannot start the overall balancing.. but i still can go off on the dot.. coz yoke mee ask me to go back rest early... she really a nice person...... love her sia.. soo touch of what she do for me...

today i get back two of my result.. yoke mee ask me how is my result.. i say " good" haha then yoke mee soo happy.. she "yeahz" to me.. whaha soo cute...

erm.. i wondering why zq dont like to talk about his past??? eg.. i asked him..how he get down grade in NS.. he dont tell me...

ooo sad.. kelvin going to be posted at brunei for 1 yr... sigh... only left with ben n kris in school..sigh.. next sem not fun le.. no kelvin to play with me liaoz... cannot bully him liaoz kris n ben very nice to me too.. ben cannot bully too much la.. haha he got family one..

kris lehz.. he will let me bully la. but he will suan me too..

but kelvin different.. he never suan me lor. very nice friend.... and he is the only person same age as me lor.. ben soo old le.. kris 1 yr younger than me.. haha

back from penang..

Ooo... my penang trip damm funz...and very busy.. we keep eat alotz.. non stop eating.. OMg..i must have put on weight lor..argh... i going to write down all the schedule in penang.. and all the food we eat..argh...

friday - lunch - hokkien mee, fries kway teow

going back penang

yeahz..finally is the day i going back penang...

its have been 4 yr i didnt go back le.... the last time i went back was during my elder sister wedding dinner...

i already to accept all the negative comments from my relative... eg.." u put on weight" " more rounder" etc...

and i also be prepare to answer their nasty Q.....eg.." when is ur turn??" " do u have bf?" argh.....
today zq off...but..we didnt meet up...

actually we plan to meet up.. and but last min he feel tired..and lazy to come out..
so nevermind la..i call up kris for dinner.. he pick me up from woodland mrt station and we went to chong pang nasi lemak for dinner.. is my suggestion..haha.. and the place so hard to get car park.. but we soo lucky.. got one car going off so we can park there.. haha
as i said early.. i still put zq as my top priority during my free time at the moments... during my free time, if he wanna meet up.. i will meet him.. but then if he cancel it..then i will arrange my own activity...

one thing different between guy and girl is.. schedule.... guy like to call n meet up last min or on that day... but girl like to plan their schedule before hand...

i feel that zq n me dont have much time for each other... i was wondering if we have more time for each other.. will we quarrel??? like what he say.. we're similiar in some way..
some people say..." no time for each other is just an excuse.. is whether u want or not"
yes..i think quite true..... actually if u really wanna spend time with ur love one... u will put in effort to make it happen...

maybe zq and me just started not long.. soo his feeling to me not that strong yet... never mind la.. as time goes by.. i shall see how it progress.....

i believe in action than words...... that's why i dont like guy sweet talk.. if u wana be good to a girl...do it in action..not words....words without action is "bullshit"...

maybe i should start planning my activity for June... to catch up with friend and classmates to keep myself busy....

Passion RUN

wow.. i was soo surprise that i completed 10km..haha before the run.. i didn't train much.. i only go jogging around my area..and very short distance.. roughly about 1.2km :P i keep telling kelvin he got to walk with me.. coz i cant run..

this morning i take bus 168 to tampines..very fast..only 20 min.. coz zq hand swollen..can send me there.. so i met kelvin at tampines and we go there together..

when we reach there, we try to look for rachel.. and we manage to find them.. haha then while we waiting for the run to start.. rachel told me during her first run.. she walk alotz.. and took 3 to 4 hr to reach the finish line.. OMG in my heart...i was thinking.. 3 to 4 hr..sooo long.. fainted..
then from the conversation.. i get to know she every yr got take part in this type of events.. and recently she go training with her friend.. manage to run 6 km.. soo strong sia.. i was soo stress.. this is the first time i join..and the longest distance i run was 2.4km.. haha sigh..

when the run start.. kelvin and me run side by side.. we already say we will run together.. then rachel bf soo fast.. he have over take us.. then rachel also over take us.. i was runnning is slow pace.. haha coz i cannot run fast la.. used to run slowly..and non stop lor..
then kelvin say to me" how come i keep seeing ppl over take.. and we didnt over take anyone."
then ard 2 km..we stop and go toilet.. then continues to run again.. then we take drink at every drink station.. haha then we go toilet again at 7km.. haha from 7km to 8km..we walk..this is our plan la. after 8km.. we chiong to finishing line.. haha we saw rachel and her bf around 7.5km.. then we were soo surprise.. we thought they are very very far ahead liaoz..ended up..we over take them haha we turn back n say " hi " haha then rachel shouted." argh.. kelvin.. mun cheng" then we turn back n say " bye bye" haha then we finish it by 1hr 30 min.
hahaha soo overall the whole run.. we jog non stop from the starting point to 7km.. and walk for 1km..then continues run non stop from 8km to 10.4km. haha
i was soo surprise that my stamina is back..haha and i manage to run sooo long distance haha
after the run.. rachel say to me" u very fast lehz..u got train is it?" then i say " no la.this is the first time i run soo long distance.." and they soo surprise.
aiya.. i keep running because the weather getting hot.. and i wanna finish it asap... then can rest..and go back early.. then go meet zq.. haha
if i walk..and finish by 12pm..it will be very late.. and very hot..
haha and i got sun burn..argh.. very dark now...
after the run..i go home.. bath..change.. then go meet zq for lunch.. we have lunch at sakae sushi..i order katsu curry don.. sooo big plate.. very very full lor
then after that..i go his house watch SCV..and he sleeping.. haha and i laugh soo loud and he wake up. haha
at night..we have dinner together.. and zq see me soo tired.. and he try to drive me bad.. soo touch.. his hand soo swollen and painful.. and still wanna send me back.. soo sweet..
tml got to work le.. hopefully no muscle ache..

happy day

wow..today sooo surprise sia.... zq called me from KL lehz.. haha surprise to receive his call.. haha
today i wear spec to work..coz last night play game till quite late...ended up..eyes pain..very red...cannot wear contact len..must wear spec le..
oh no..i miss zq lor..haha i keep looking at our picture on my HP :P haha
i was wondering..do he miss tooo?????
during lunch time, Annie and me talk about past relationship.. and i told her.. i hope that zq is my last bf.. haha chern yang ask me why didnt go KL with zq.. then i say " he going with his friend la..what for i follow lehz" haha then he say " u can keep him accompany" then i say " we have plenty of time for each other" why do i say that lehz.. coz.. i think we can last..
just now edwin come n fetch me to my sister house to repair her computer.. argh..soo tired..just back from her place... haha i bring murfee with me haha coz edwin say he wanna see my doggy.. haha all my family member know edwin one la..haha coz he all our computer, network..etc..set up by him lor haha he soo good at those stuffs. and he stay nearby la. i always wanted to intro my sister to him lehz. they two same age lehz..haha but then..too bad.. no chemistry..
today didnt go for jog.. coz raining, the floor wet.. quite dangerous ...
if tml not raining, then i will go jog.. haha
as zq wish lor..i soo guai.. after work go home.. didnt go out happy happy.. haha actually i dont plan to go happy happy la.. i just disturbing him nia.... i feel happy that he did call me to disturb me that he is "spot check" on me. haha this mean.. i'm on his mind.. yeahz..

hamstring...pain....argh....

oooohhh... no.... i'm sooo bored... leading a " no life" life..
i'm VERY FREE now... argh.. what i going to do for next month???? nothing for me to look forward lor.. should i go for a short trip???? where should i go??? bintan? batam? malaysia?? haa

sigh.. i over train my body... and how suffer from hamstring pull.. argh...
this morning i missed the bus, missed the train..coz i cannot run... hanstring pain lehz.... i feel the pain when i walk...soo how i going to run??? hopefully it will recover by saturday..so i still can make it for the passion run on sunday. haha

yesterday my hamstring pain and i still went for my night driving lesson.. sigh.. coz i already book and dont wanna missed any lesson..need more practice.. i'm a attention seeker..so when i telling zq about my hamstring prob.. i expected him to show more care and concern.. but he didn't.. he still joking with me on msn.. soo i was very upset last night and didn't talk much to him and went to sleep early.. this morning.. i was telling myself not to be upset over small matter..trying my best to convince myself to "take it easy".. and zq is going to KL tonight..so dont wan to spoil his mood.. i think...i shouldn't have high expectation from him..so life will be more easy and mood will not get affected so easily.. will zq miss me when he at KL?? actually going oversea is a good way to test who is important to you.. example when u wanna buy some gift for friends.. who come to your mind first...the friend is important to you.. and who do you think of before u sleep..the person is the one u like...

today i went to harbour front " seah im" there for lunch with Annie and Yoke Mee, we order black pepper chicken rice. .. i miss the fish soup there.. maybe tml i will go there again..
when i waiting for the food.. Chen Wei called my HP..when i wanna answer it and he appear right in front of me.. haha now then i know he workplace soo near to me.. just opp PSA building.. haha. maybe next time when we can organise gathering dinner at VIVO with Edwin and Lilin.. but Lilin is getting married and she is doing her Master ...so very hard to meet up lor.edwin having school Holiday now..soo should be free lor.. haha last time in poly.. Chen wei, Edwin, Lilin and me..we're group member during yr 2.. i seldom talk to chen wei..coz he is a weird guy.. haha aiya..all guy good in IT is weird lor.. but then..i didnt expect he will keep in touch with me after grad.. and even plan for gathering dinner. haha i think to him.. i'm a slacker in school lor.. haha he is sooo GOOD in programming.. all lecturer know about him.. and ar.. he is TOP 3 student in whole course.. aiya.. the three of them are good in IT lor.. i'm the only one give up on IT and doing business course now :P last time all our project get dist... coz.. we have Chen wei who is good in programming, Edwin.. good in web design.. Lilin..good in database.. argh. what am i good in??? nothing lor :P and last time after yr 1..i appeal for tranfer course to Chemical Process and i got in.. i attend the class for a week and come back to IT..partly also because they three keep asking me to come back... they promise they will help me pull thro these three yr.. and leonard also one of them la. leonard keep forcing me to study lor.. he even come to my house early in the morning during study week. and force me to study ..argh....

i feeling sooo happy..

yeahz... i'm happy happy happy..haha
its sooo goood to be with zq...
u know what...
yesterday after his work..he come and fetch me to his place..
then while we watching show.. i told him..my friend asking me to go clubbing after her exam.. muz go celebrate for all the hard work we put in... then i ask him would he mind if i go..
then he ask me who is going.. then i say " janet" ..then u know wat...
soo surprise lehz..he say "ok" wow..coool....i really never expect he would agree to let me go lor...
hahahahaha then i ask him how come he let me go..he say " coz u need to have ur own activity...and u r going with ur best friend." wow..cool right? haha but got one condition la.. i must text him when i reach home :P
he is realllly......very sweeeeet.... love him.. haha
but i wont over do it la.. no guy will like their gf to go clubbing lor.. so i wont go there unnecessary la. anyway i'm not regular clubber what.. i'm just social clubber nia..
i feel that...zq is a person i can talk with him comfortable..no gap at all. haha i can be very open and tell him " i LS lehz" haha dont need to be pai sei with him..haha
Daniel very bad lor.he say now honey mood period..so zq will agree to let me go.. he bad lor..i tell him ar..whoever dare to say bad thing about my bf.. i will not be friend with them....
oh ya.today i will strike toto sia.. u know why..haha coz AMY talking to me lehz.. haha funny sia.. we in the same dept for 3 yr plus.. when we in the same section "invoice section" we dont talk to each other.. no common topic lor. then ar.. after that incident..more worse..everyone know we two CANNOT CLICK at all one.. then after that..i leave invoice team..i went to invoice settlement team.. and soo happy..dont need to see her FACE anymore.. haha now i happily working in settlement team.. and she stay in invoice team.. but today very surprise lehz. when i inside the rest room.. she come in.. and she smile to me.. then i smile back lor.. usually we two will pretend didnt see each other lor.but today she smile.so i smile back lor.. then she say " u having holiday now?" then i say " yuppie" then she say " is this ur last paper? then u grad liaoz?" then i say " no la.not soo soon..still long way to go..next yr then grad" haha then she say " very soon la." haha then after i come out from the rest room..i walk to my officer work station n say " today i can strike toto liaoz.amy is talking to me" haha then my officer say " wow..really?? she in good mood ar?" then i say " i think so lor" hahaa
i suspect ar...now she is bored with invoice team liaoz lor.. she have lose her power there after bee ling join in.. haha so she is thinking to join my team here.. that why she is making an effort to talk to me..... haha working in big company..must know how to handle with the politic and play with it well lor.. haha
today when im on phone with client.. then ruhaini pass to me two BIG MANGO..wow.. my FAV fruit..yea yea.. hahaa but i worry after i eat..my skin get worse.. haha

life without goal...

this is our forth pic..

Ooo..this week im fully occupied wor..whaha

monday-- i just back to work..soo very tired..and sleepy..then go home early n rest..

tues-- my first night driving lesson..OMg..damm challenging lor..heavy traffic flow..and i can't see clearly.. haha

wed- meet zq at orchard.. shopping and dinner.. haha this is the second time we went to town :P usually we always hang out at shopping mall near our place.. haha

thurs night... i went to zq house for dinner..OMG..soo pai sei lor.. haha first time go to his house..and also first time have dinner at bf house lehz

last time i don't go to my bf house for dinner ... i always ask them to come my house instead..haah coz i'm very shy person la.. this time i went to zq house..because i know zq is a homely guy..and he and his family have strong bond..which is very good... and he is enjoying when he at home.he can watch his fav drama on SCV..haha so i dont mind going there to accompany him coz we really dont have much time for each other..

haha and zq very sweet lor..he come and pick me up after work... and he very funny lehz.he dont know the way back to sembawang..haha luckily..i still can remember the road... i also not familiar with road one lehz... haha but ar..i see so many ERP..sigh..heart pain too...

today i check with daniel about the road from my office to sembawang ..he guide me by showing me the map from street directory....which he say this way is faster and no ERP... but i think that route might have traffic jam lehz..haha

i upload all our picture here..i was wondering..did zq download it??

haha no more exam..no more school..argh..what should i do during this two month?? no goal...

tireeeddddd

i'm dammm tired..........
first day back to work.... very tired..very sleepy..whole body ache....
so many email to read..... soo many follow up to do... soo many case to investigate.... soo many rubbish to clear...
i keep going toilet..coz im dammm tired...to face all those stuffs..argh. the WORSE is..i work OT . and so many ppl come and "suan" me when they still see me in the office after 6:30pm..argh..
stupid chern yang come over my work station and said to me " wow.. u r still here???" damm it..
then around 7pm... daniel come over my workstation n said " not going back?? why still here?" and he very bad..he say " hey i going back now.." argh... make me angry nia...
today Annie and Jack not in lor..annie standard one la...almost every monday take MC..haha jack should be at shenton way lor..so i went to buy lunch back to pantry and eat with yoke mee..
argh.tiring day......... very very tired.........

moooody day.....

our third picture..taken on friday after my exam.

bad moood bad moood....

its very hard to describle how to feel now...........

when the time i change my display pic..u should know there is something bother over me..

anyway.... not impt le.. i'll adjust my feeling asap.............

later going for mother day dinner.. hopefully it'll lighten me up....

oh ya i need to get myself a digital cam sooon.. my HTC Hp cam cannot make it la... the colour sooo ugly...

yeahz..OT paper over...and i LS..

oh yeahz...finally organisation theory paper is OVER...... hahaha..
this is a three hour paper..consist of 6 Question and we have to answer 3 question.. soo 1 hour for 1 question..
before the paper, i told kris..." erm..i think by 12pm i will step out of exam hall, i got nothing in my head now..." haha but i can't believed that i was sitting there 3 hr exactly...... OMG.... hahah
its really got a lotz of shit to write........
when i finish my question 1... i look at my watch..it was 1120....i used 1 hr to do one question..cant believed it..and my answer was like 3 pages sooo long......
in the exam hall, kelvin sit next to me and ben just infront of kelvin..haha we really surprise that our seat so close to each other... but kris very far from us...
after the paper, i sms zq...then i walk to student loudge to meet up with kris...coz he left the hall early..then ben, kel and rachel come in later..then we all went to food court for lunch....
when i order the food..janet suddenly pop out.....wow i got shock..how come weekday she in school..haha she say she take half day leave to study with friends..and her " shuai ge ge" sitting in front of her... but too bad..i cannot see how the " shuai ge ge " look like...coz he back is facing me..haha knowing her soo long but didnt know how her taste like.. haha this is the first time she so crazy over a guy..so a bit curious how is this "shuai ge ge" look like lor.. haha i think should be good looking la..coz her bf also very handsome mahz.. haha if this shua ge ge like her then jia let liaoz... i dont know how she going to handle it ..her current bf surely wont let her go...
er..i think the food not clean lehz..coz im LS now..... argh... damm it...
luckily tml is econ paper... im quite alright with econ... my supply and demand, money exchange quite strong..haha
but then the inflation, GDP...still ok nia.got to do more revision and improve on it.....
after the paper..all my classmates look soo tired lor... they all burn mid night oil study lor
then they suan me lor..they say " u r the only one look soo fresh and no dark circle" hahaa aiya.i need clear mind for exam wat..i wont burn mid night oil before my paper.. but i will wake up early to do last min revision...

Simple and Relax lifestyle...

my poor murfee.. he got hair one hor..just that a little bit short..

well.. i have been leading a simple lifestyle now..haha

Morning i wake up, bath, eat...and bring my doggy for a walk..then start my revision...till evening 5pm plus..then bring my doggy for a walk again..then take my shower...dinner and do my revision again.. haha simple n relax lifestyle...

this morning i set alarm at 8:35am... then send sms to zq to wish him good luck for his exam.. haha and the funny thing is..he knew that i purposely wake up just to wish him..haha and he ask me to go back sleep abit longer.. wow..he really know my pattern... but i dont know him well lehz.how???? ok.. well..after my exam..i'll put in effort to get to know him better.....

this evening when i bring my doggy walk around the garden.. then got two guys very bad lor..they say " hey..ur doggy no fur lehz" OMG...u two idiot ar.. my dog got fur lor..just that we trim it short lor... haha but i didnt say anything la..just keep quiet and ignore them.. haha

i think zq do miss me la.haha coz he sms me more than i expected.. haha maybe today he is not working..that's y got time to text me.... i was wondering....he really like me?? haha or issit becoz he knew than i like him so he try to like me??? ooh no....i'm thinking too much le..haha okok..dont think about it..and see how it progress......... but i'm curious lehz.....hahaa

oh mother day is coming... we have reserve the table at sakura@republic..

sunday sunday

sunday sunday sunday....
last night didnt sleep well... keep coughing... turn here n there ...cant sleep..argh...
this morning i went to driving.. make so many mistake..argh.. how come ar? dont understand lehz.. why am i so lousy at handling the car.....
after driving.. i just step out of the car..i received zq sms liaoz. haha.. he always sms at the right timing.. haha i still remember that time i went to KL with janet.. and i just reach SG and received his sms.. very "zhun" haha
i went home and take a short nap...haha i woke up..near to 2pm liaoz..omg...half a day gone le.. so tonight i got to study..to cover back..
erm erm...i think...zq know me better than i know him lehz... haha he always do thing which make me happy... and...i wondering..is he happy too????
i cannot be so selfish mahz.... must give n take..
sigh.. but im not that observant person lehz..i dont really know a person well lehz..
oh gosh...im soo sick..how to train for the passion run lehz... 10km lehz..siao liaoz.....
on 24 may lehz....only few week from now...FAINTED....

coughing...

this morning i went to woodland lib.. OMg..due to the swine flu..we have to scan our IC before go in.. therefore, many ppl Q outside there.. such a long Q....
haiz.. im coughing lo...and m face swollen le.
every time i cough.. ppl will look at me..OMg...i dont have swine flu la....
oh ya..soo sad... zq is the first person agree that im fat lor..
he say he know im fat but he dont mind...
argh... soo sad
no guys ever tell me before im fat lor............
sob sob...
nevermind la.is good to be frank..
i really put on weight le.....

labour day...

our second picture after some edit from photoshop haha only edit the lighting la

ooh.... no..

today my progress very slow..only cover one chapter.. haha

i really cannot study at home lor..waste time... i cannot focus.. my bed keep calling me....

haha today i meet zq for dinner...

we went to sunplaza sakae and follow by sembawang shopping center...

i just realise zq soo skinny but big eater lor..haha he order so many food lehz.........

haha then we happened to saw his sister..

omg..he sister same age as me lehz..but loook soo much younger lor...

she look like 22 or 23 yr old only......

argh.. i look soo old as compare to her....

but my colleague all say i look younger than my age lehz..and she look even younger.......

tml i will be going to lib study lor..cannot waste time le..must finish it asap...

sick sick sick....

this morning when i wake up..my throat very very dry..no voice coming out from my mouth.. but i still went to work..coz today is month end..and next week i going on leave..so got many stuffs to clear...
today workload very heavy..and soo "suay"..my "aunty" come first day...
argh.. HELL day lor....
after take in all the daily processing... then i start to clean my stuffs.. argh...leave office at 7:45.. sooo late...
erm Swine Flu like quite serious lehz... today we have meeting about it... if happen in SG.. we will split operation.. my team will go to shenton way office... argh...going shenton way is good la.. got nice food... but very far from my school lehz...

this morning after i do my sgd matching.. i went to the clinic at my office building...
oh ya..early in the morning i got shock lor.. when i having my breakfast at my workstation..christin walk to my place and ask " hey..u know Robin Oh ar?" then i shock and say " yahz.. why lehz?" then she say " i know him" then i curious..i ask " how u know him? did u all liase with branch?" then she say " haha dont tell you... u can know him why i cant.." then she happily walk off liao... weird weird....how she know my ex.. haha funny girl..

then daniel told me yesterday when his group of colleague email each other and bitching about their boss and one guy accidently add the boss in their conversation.. but luckily the email have recall back successfully lor.. haha they are soo heng la..but then stupid la..its soo risky to bitch about ur boss using office email haha
luckily i got a good boss la.. me and my boss very good term one lehz. we're like friend friend lor.. haha they dont disturb me when im very busy... and i also dont give them trouble..
i dont like those boss keep coming to u when u are busy with ur work..very irritating one lor.. haha daniel and his group..all youngster.. no working experience la..they still very childish at work lor...

haha i was wondering..... do zq miss me? haha i do miss him lehz *shy* *shy*
i think im quite bo liaoz lor..doing silly thing lehz..u know what i do.. haha when i very sian at work..i will take my HP..go to album... and look at our "blur" picture... haha then continues to work.. haha boo liao right? hahaaa

cough cough cough....

omg.... im coughing.......i hate coughing.... its soooo hard to recover..... argh....
at night cant sleep well..working cant concentrate...
sigh..
this week my work damm siong lehz...
yesterday eiwend and norima on leave..yoke mee MC... then left with me and ruhaini to do everything.....
then today...eiwend still leave... ruhaini urgent leave..left with norima, yoke mee and me...argh...
tml... is month end..i dont know who is coming..who is not... argh.. eiwend confirm not coming..she still on leave..ruhaini i dont know is she coming coz her aunty pass away....
anyway...no matter how many ppl come or not coming..i still go back on the dot.. haha
i got a very good time management.. hahaa

last night.....i feeling soo sick..sore throat.and decide to sleepy early..
ended up..i was disturb by a phone call at 1am plus..one idiot....called my phone..and i told her " wrong number".... then after i hang up..she call again... then i reject the call.. and i went to toilet.. after my toilet...my phone rang..but it hang up before i can answer... i saw two missed call from the same number...
aiyo..she dont understand what is " wrong number" issit..
i already tell her is wrong number liaoz..then why she still keep on calling the same number......
haha today only ruhaini and me come to work..haha yoke mee allow two staff to go on leave today..and she on MC... soo ended up...only left with me n ruhaini...
haha we still manage to finish on time..yeahz..and go home early..
after work i went to watson buy contact len solution...the shop was so empty..last time its very crowded..cashier very long Q... but today.weird weird..no Q at all...
erm..is the market really that bad?????

SORE THROAT..argh..

ooo monday again... sooo tired
haha yesterday i just change my status to " in the relationship", today so many ppl is asking me on MSN..haha
haha they ask " u attached liaoz ar? " then i say " yahz" then they say " huh...i got no chance le"
crazy... haha
then some friend wish me all the best... haha
ok la. i got sore throat..very painful......
going to slp le..
tml another busy day.. two ppl on leave..dont know why they approval it..so i muz go work.if not..left ruhaini alone..very poor thing one

yeahz...sweeet sweet day

* soo blur..my new HP cam not good la..must take again *

today...is the first time me n zq went out " WHOLE DAY" haha

he fetch me at 2pm...and we heading to VIVO CITY..haha both of us dont know the direction.....we depends on the street directory... haha and very "unlucky".. its start to rain heavily when we out from CTE..and we lost our way... haha

god on our side.... we manage to find our way to there..

we plan to watch " knowing" but it was selling fast..so i suggested " 17 again" haha got " shuai ge" mahz.. haha but too bad...left first three row..argh..soo we choose " the international" haha

after movie.. we went for our dinner at Marche.. the food portion very big..argh..very fulll

after that we went to shopping...yeahz... and i manage to get what i wants... shampooo...HP pounch....

today...zq really sweet lehz..haha

i just get to know today got asernal match lehz..but he didnt watch it..and acc me :P

he say he dont like working shift work..coz cannot acc me on weekend.. soo touch :P

haha oh ya..i change my status in my facebook from "single to in the relationship " liaoz.. haha

oh ya..finally i got my new HP le.. HTC TOUCH 3G... cool lehz...