sick sick sick....

this morning when i wake up..my throat very very dry..no voice coming out from my mouth.. but i still went to work..coz today is month end..and next week i going on leave..so got many stuffs to clear...
today workload very heavy..and soo "suay"..my "aunty" come first day...
argh.. HELL day lor....
after take in all the daily processing... then i start to clean my stuffs.. argh...leave office at 7:45.. sooo late...
erm Swine Flu like quite serious lehz... today we have meeting about it... if happen in SG.. we will split operation.. my team will go to shenton way office... argh...going shenton way is good la.. got nice food... but very far from my school lehz...

this morning after i do my sgd matching.. i went to the clinic at my office building...
oh ya..early in the morning i got shock lor.. when i having my breakfast at my workstation..christin walk to my place and ask " hey..u know Robin Oh ar?" then i shock and say " yahz.. why lehz?" then she say " i know him" then i curious..i ask " how u know him? did u all liase with branch?" then she say " haha dont tell you... u can know him why i cant.." then she happily walk off liao... weird weird....how she know my ex.. haha funny girl..

then daniel told me yesterday when his group of colleague email each other and bitching about their boss and one guy accidently add the boss in their conversation.. but luckily the email have recall back successfully lor.. haha they are soo heng la..but then stupid la..its soo risky to bitch about ur boss using office email haha
luckily i got a good boss la.. me and my boss very good term one lehz. we're like friend friend lor.. haha they dont disturb me when im very busy... and i also dont give them trouble..
i dont like those boss keep coming to u when u are busy with ur work..very irritating one lor.. haha daniel and his group..all youngster.. no working experience la..they still very childish at work lor...

haha i was wondering..... do zq miss me? haha i do miss him lehz *shy* *shy*
i think im quite bo liaoz lor..doing silly thing lehz..u know what i do.. haha when i very sian at work..i will take my HP..go to album... and look at our "blur" picture... haha then continues to work.. haha boo liao right? hahaaa

cough cough cough....

omg.... im coughing.......i hate coughing.... its soooo hard to recover..... argh....
at night cant sleep well..working cant concentrate...
sigh..
this week my work damm siong lehz...
yesterday eiwend and norima on leave..yoke mee MC... then left with me and ruhaini to do everything.....
then today...eiwend still leave... ruhaini urgent leave..left with norima, yoke mee and me...argh...
tml... is month end..i dont know who is coming..who is not... argh.. eiwend confirm not coming..she still on leave..ruhaini i dont know is she coming coz her aunty pass away....
anyway...no matter how many ppl come or not coming..i still go back on the dot.. haha
i got a very good time management.. hahaa

last night.....i feeling soo sick..sore throat.and decide to sleepy early..
ended up..i was disturb by a phone call at 1am plus..one idiot....called my phone..and i told her " wrong number".... then after i hang up..she call again... then i reject the call.. and i went to toilet.. after my toilet...my phone rang..but it hang up before i can answer... i saw two missed call from the same number...
aiyo..she dont understand what is " wrong number" issit..
i already tell her is wrong number liaoz..then why she still keep on calling the same number......
haha today only ruhaini and me come to work..haha yoke mee allow two staff to go on leave today..and she on MC... soo ended up...only left with me n ruhaini...
haha we still manage to finish on time..yeahz..and go home early..
after work i went to watson buy contact len solution...the shop was so empty..last time its very crowded..cashier very long Q... but today.weird weird..no Q at all...
erm..is the market really that bad?????

SORE THROAT..argh..

ooo monday again... sooo tired
haha yesterday i just change my status to " in the relationship", today so many ppl is asking me on MSN..haha
haha they ask " u attached liaoz ar? " then i say " yahz" then they say " huh...i got no chance le"
crazy... haha
then some friend wish me all the best... haha
ok la. i got sore throat..very painful......
going to slp le..
tml another busy day.. two ppl on leave..dont know why they approval it..so i muz go work.if not..left ruhaini alone..very poor thing one

yeahz...sweeet sweet day

* soo blur..my new HP cam not good la..must take again *

today...is the first time me n zq went out " WHOLE DAY" haha

he fetch me at 2pm...and we heading to VIVO CITY..haha both of us dont know the direction.....we depends on the street directory... haha and very "unlucky".. its start to rain heavily when we out from CTE..and we lost our way... haha

god on our side.... we manage to find our way to there..

we plan to watch " knowing" but it was selling fast..so i suggested " 17 again" haha got " shuai ge" mahz.. haha but too bad...left first three row..argh..soo we choose " the international" haha

after movie.. we went for our dinner at Marche.. the food portion very big..argh..very fulll

after that we went to shopping...yeahz... and i manage to get what i wants... shampooo...HP pounch....

today...zq really sweet lehz..haha

i just get to know today got asernal match lehz..but he didnt watch it..and acc me :P

he say he dont like working shift work..coz cannot acc me on weekend.. soo touch :P

haha oh ya..i change my status in my facebook from "single to in the relationship " liaoz.. haha

oh ya..finally i got my new HP le.. HTC TOUCH 3G... cool lehz...

lost my way.........

first day back to work..very sleepy...very tired..cannot concentrate..argh... luckily my workload not that heavy.... but my maibox full... 200 unread email... fainted... i used 1 hr to clear it all...argh...

daniel pass me bday present..ahha funny la..soo belated lor.... anyway..quite touch la..just get to know him not long..and i didnt invite him to my bday party...and yet he bought me present.. haha is a dress..very low cut lehz...fainted.. haha i try on and my sister say " wow..soo sexy...."

today our section going to have gathering lunch.. and my manager ask me help to orders.. so i orders KFC :P haha the mother day party meal free a pink colour bag..quite nice..haha and i got it..coz lay lay say im the one who help to order for everyone mahz..haha this pink colour bag quite big..can use for study :P

after work, i go home bath n eat..then go to su mei house for facial..
OMG..i shouldnt take 912 bus lor..is a loop bus.....its keep going round n round...and i get confuse..and alight at wrong bus stop.. so i give up..flag cab..and that cab uncle very funny lor..he ask me.." right or left?" if i know the direction... i wont take cab liaoz la....

after the facial..my face soo RED..haha and i took the 912 bus again..i tot its going to mrt directly..but im wrong... its going round n round..argh... then finally...i reach home at 11pm plus near to 12... i will never take bus 912 again..

ooo zq meeting me on sunday...oh shit..i look soo ugly lehz..i just cut my hair....and i eat alotz lehz..exam stress mahz..argh....

feeling sick..........

Oooo.....yeahz...finally my Business Finance paper is OVER!!!! and i'm sooo glad that i know how to do most of the Question except section A...argh... Section A consist of 30 MCQ question..haha funny right? MCQ lehz..but i dont know how to do..haha coz its TEST on THEORY...and most of the THEORY from CHAPTER 7...argh... is my weakest topic :( ... nvm... section B n C 70 marks..yeahz..

for the past semester, most of my paper is 3 hr paper..and this is the first time i stay up to 3 hr..haha i always leave the halll early..but not today la..today soo many calculation lor..took up lot of time lehz.. haha and i feeling DAMM HUNGRY while doing the test..luckily i bought my water bottle with me..therefore i keep drinking water ...haha

today wasnt a great day for me... firstly...i overslept..hahaha luckily.. zq called me..haha and follow by my mom wake me up..haha secondly.. i leave my house early lehz. 8:30am lehz..the journey from my hse to SIM suppose to be 1hr..but i give 30min allowance....and u know what happen...i reach school at 10am EXACTLY lehz.. thanks to the waiting time for bus 903, 966 and 184... all the three buses keep me waiting approx 15 to 20 min... when i go up to exam hall..the door is CLOSE.. haha all the late comer like me..have to stand outside waiting for it to be open again at 10.05... and i have to walk in quietly...sooo MALU..

my phone was so busy when i was in the bus...i wanna do my last min study but cant.. Daniel called me to check have i overslept..but u know wat...i told him.." thanks ar..u called at 9:30 to check..isnt it too late? my paper at 10am lehz" the stanley called me at 9:15..coz he didnt see me outside exam hall..so he called to check am i on the way..then u know wat..he nag at me..he say " u shouldnt take bus in the morning, coz might have traffic jam " anyway..he is a nice friend la...last time when kris and me were late during exam..then i told him " how come nobody call us ar? they are not true friend lor..didnt concern about us..true friend will call n check if they dont see u outside exam hall..coz they will worry u forget the time or date.." and stanley and me not that close lor.we only officially talk to each other like..3rd time only..coz he always skip lesson.. and he still called me to check..soo touch.. nice friend ...

after the exam... i go lunch with my finance friends...haha order one big bowl of TOM YAM EE MEE..sooo nice..haha after lunch..i went back..and do a little shopping at cwp..
when i reach home..i take a shower...bring my dog for a walk.haha he so happy..coz i long time didnt bring him out liaoz.. then i go to dental opp my house..end up.. ITS CLOSED for dinner time..damm it..then i go home..bring my two watch..one to replace batt, one to adjust the chain..i walk 15 min to woodland center...ended..the watch shop CLOSED for renovation.. argh... when i reach home..i feeling dammm tired...have my dinner..watch movie outside my living room..and now..going to take panadol and sleep.. coz i dont feeling well lor..got headache.... feeling like puking..argh...

tml going back office le..haha everyone say my office wear is good....haha soo i think my dress sense for office is up to the standard liaoz..now..i have to improve on my casual wear le..argh..i dont really have casual clothing lehz....

student life day 2..

This morning was raining heavily.... the thunder sooo loud... and i woke up...
i went to close my room window and kitchen window... and look at the time..6:50..zq should be on the way to work bahz..coz he usually sms me around this time.. so i sms him and remind him to drive safe...

haha i OVERSLEPT..... woke up at 11pm... stanley sms me..ask me wanna have lunch tgt? then i told him..im not going to lib..confirm no seat at this time. then we meet up around 1230... and study at MOS BURGER... and go dinner at 6 plus..and heading to lib continues study till 9pm..

erm..cannot judge a book by its cover.. ..haha cannot judge a person by it's look..
stanley always look soo slacker to me.. but i was wrong...
today he really study..and he try to understand the topic by himself...if he really really get confuse..then he ask me... when i see him struggling..then i will ask him if he need my help...
and he is dammm act cute guy lor..buay tahan..and keep making fun of me....ARGH...dammm it...
today he study half way..then he say " i going back " then i was shock" huh..soo fast?" then he say " yup..tired..." then i was blank..we only study like 30 min lehz... then he walk off and turn back..then laugh..he say " i going popular to buy calculator" win liaoz lor......

then when we in the lib...he study till bored liaoz..then he wanna kick my leg.. haha and i always fold my leg up..so he kick the air..haha then he look down the table..and i laugh.." haha...my leg not there la" then he smile..very cheeky...then i feel weird liaoz...i look down...u know what he did... he take my slipper away...oh gosh...he got me...dammm it..argh...

during dinner...we talk about ppl from our class.. then i told him..i only hang around with joseph in finance class, coz all my friends took marketing as their major..i'm the only one take finance.. so i got no friend..that's y i go look for joseph la... other module..i hang ard with my three friends lor.. then he say " the three friends must be guy right?" i was soo shock ....how he know?
then i ask him" how u know?" then he told me.." sometimes guy six sense quite accurate one..i can tell u got more guy friends..." then i ask " huh... why?" then he say " the feeling la..i can tell from the feeling that u got more guy friends..for ur character..u wont mix with girls one.."
dot dot dot...
i admit..i got more guy friends than girls... due to many reasons...

firstly...i dont really mix well with my sec school girls.. they are very childish... small little matter then get angry n cry..the worse is.." they play cold war" argh... then my hse just next to school..so i reach school on time..i wont go there early just to "gossip" about others.. so ended up.. i hang around with rick, ying bin, jeffrey and su qin.. su qin is the only girl very close with me..we use to sit at staircase and chat during recess time..coz both of us seldom eat.
after o level ... we didnt contact jeffery liaoz..coz i choose rick instead of him..then he was like angry with me.. even though...we both in same poly..but never meet up.. SP soo big..hard to see each other too. haha

then during poly...i tool IT course.. yr 1... 7 girls ( 1 india, 2 mymmar, 1 china, 2 singaporean and me), second yr 4 girls ( 1 china, 2 singaporean and me) third yr.... worse..only ME!!!!! soo eventually..i got more guy friends..they help me in my projects... coz Edwin and me from sec school.so he drag me to join his group of friends..

now ar.. in RMIT ar...coz Kris and me enroll together.. and soo happen that his airforce friend kelvin also same class, and kelvin same project group with ben.and ben drive him back after class.. soo we become good friend ...me --> kris--> kelvin-->ben.. haha

then in finance class, is not that i dont wan to hang ard with girls..coz all girls..have their own group of friends liaoz..its soo weird to join in lor.. then i happen to saw joseph that day sitting alone... then i talk to him la.coz we from same batch..and he know me too.. then next lesson..he intro me his friend..derrick..and derrick intro his friend stanley to me n joseph.. so ended up..my group of friend in finance..is the three of them lor..

that time i ask zq...what do he think of a girl with more guy friends.. he say.. the girl must be popular ..but this dont apply on me la.. they're not interested in me la..i'm just a normal looking girl... and we're purely friend... i'm just easy going..so can click with them ...

just now i ask him..."u got gf issit??" then he say " of coz i have"....wow. i was shock lo...heart drop liaoz...then i ask " how come u didnt tell me about it?" then he say " my gf name is wen qing" hehe.....

tml i going NYP to study...

student life.....day 1...

student life.......
it's good to be student... we only need to focus on study...
haha i'm officially on leave from monday to thurs...will set up a tent at library.. going study from 10am to 6pm daily.. woodland lib is horrible...so many ppl waiting for the lib to open.... this morning i meet shirlyn at 9am for mac breakfast..then we go library study.. Kris join in around 1pm..then we out for lunch at 2pm.. and study till 6pm..
i manage to help shirlyn solve few Q for accounting...daniel called me few time in the evening.. he must be bored at work.. then i received a call from prudential..funny lor.. coz that time when i'm on my way home from tpy..and prudential having road show and this girl jaimee approach me. and i told her i aready have my finance advisor.. then i also told her what product i bought la. then she was so surprise that i choose aviva ...coz not many ppl will buy that..except govt service person.. then i share with her why i decided to take up aviva .. ended up..she was so impressed on me.. funny lor.... then this guy called me this afternoon.. and he told me jaimee give him my number..and he would like to meet up with me ... he like to offer me a full time or part time job.. dot dot dot... please la..i'm not going to sell those insurance products... i'm not a marketing person la..haha i think..tml i going to call him and reject it...

last friday..i got one "malu" incident lehz..argh..soo pai sei..
i was walking alone at my office lobby and day dreaming.. when i look infront....i only one step away from the big receptionist counter..... my reaction....is " wooooowwww...argh....." then the next time happen is.... everyone look at me... the security guard sitting at the counter...he look at me and laugh... he ask " xiao mei...what's on ur mind?" my face turn red...and said" er..nothing." then he say " u almost bang on this counter" then i reply him" yup..i know..sorry" then i faster walk off.. argh... my stupid reaction la....catch so many ppl attention...pai sei lehz..sob sob....

tml going to library again.... kris say he is coming but dont know wat time... shirlyn not confirm..stanley called me this evening and say he wanna join... sigh..he is damm slacker one..if he come..sure got many Q to ask me..then how i going to concentrate lehz.....

Mr Yeo... soo nice

hot weather again...this morning i go for driving lesson..and i was LATE..haha not very late la..just 5 min late.. haha when i get into the car..MR Yeo( my instructor) pass me a key chain..he bought from Korea..haha he just back from his holiday with his wife.. haha soo surprise sia. i never expect him will buy souvenir for me coz i just one of his students.... haha soo sweet of him.. i'm soo touch.. haha

while i driving, he share with him all the fun and places he goes... and the joke of the tour guide too. haha before my lesson end, he told me..today i didnt make any serious mistake.. he say i'm fine. haha he also comments that if i concentrate i will do it well... sometimes i didnt focus so make alotz of silly mistake...

after the driving, i went to lib study..and finally i completed all the chapter for finance and the revision question..tml i just need to go thro the past yr paper and recap everything... phew...not that stress liaoz..i think this few weeks im stressed up..argh..now more relax le. haha

in the evening Robin go jogging and pass by my block..and he meet me to take the DBS union jacket ..that time i help him to collect coz he work in branch..and no collection point for them.. so i help him to collect but we're too busy and no time to meet up..so drag until today..then he say he going jogging...ippt coming..soo he will drop by my place lor..then we chat under my block.. he say he wanna take up ACCA lehz..he very flickle minded one la.. not young liaoz..still not mature enough ... already 27 liaos.. its very hard for a person to do part time degree and ACCA at a same time lor... dont know what he thinking la.haha anyway..none of my biz too..haha as a friend..i already advise him not to take up unless he really got the time and determination... haha i'm soo glad that we are not couple anymore..coz he is too childish liaoz... that time he said me very childish.. i admit i can be childish in relationship..but i'm not childish in my career path..

tml shirley meeting me to study together..is the first time she meet me.. haha and she need my help on accouting..last sem she fail this module..so this sem she repeat it.. sigh..but..i have return all to lecturer liaoz..i dont rem how to do lehz.hai..i have told her le..but i think she dont believe it la.. sigh..its hard for her to believe it too la..coz last sem i score 88 mark lehz.. sigh.. but..i'm that type of person...able to learn last min..and forget everything after that..... sigh..what if she tot i dont wish to help her lehz?? let's pray hard tml i can recall how to do la.. now my mind only have the fomular for finance.... nothing else...

i've give my theme park tix to my sister..let she n her bf go there play..anyway.. im afraid of height. so i dont think the place suit me la. haha

i think recently i'm really stressed up and think too much le..

i going to take thing easily..and lightly liaoz...

think positively.... be positive... and relax....

everything will goes fine and smooth...

giving up~~~~~~~~~

very hot weather...melting.....

i went to school in the afternoon to study alone..
then around 4pm ..janet and her friend join me..
we study till 7pm..
around 5pm..Janet told me she cannot go dinner with me later..coz her mom got cook..
then i sms zq..and his mom also got cook..so nevermind la..i plan to buy back to eat lor..but ... ard 7pm..her friend have cancel his dinner appointment.. then he ask we all wanna go dinner with him.. then Janet cannot..soo ended up..only he n me go dinner at Clementi MOS burger.

he is very friendly guy la.so my dinner still ok la..at least we got topic to talk..not that sian sian type...


obviously..... i'm not the one....zq wants... he just put me as second choice... or third choice...he is still looking for his first choice......... what make me think so??? action speak louder than words... even from a guy view..... they also tell me the same " obviously... he is not that into u"
my girl friend also give the same comments " Miss Mak... obviously..u r not important."
its sooo sad to hear all those negative comments..
like what ppl say... outsider will have a better point of view...
i admit..i do like him..that's y...i dont see the clear picture.. therefore outsider will have a clearer picture.. daniel ask me.." does he call you?" then i say " nope..we chat on msn"
then daniel say " huh..call is a most important part to get to know the person better, so this guy never call u? apparently.. he is not that interested in you.. from my point of view..he is stilll looking around for a better one"
Janet look at my bday picture .. she ask " which guy is the Mr momo?" then i say " nope..he is not in the pictures..he come after everything ended" then she ask " huh..how come?"
i explain " he come after the match" then she say " Oh really? Miss Mak...obviously..u r not as important as a ball"
its sooo hurtful to listen to all this negative feedback..
i keep telling myself..." he sms me when he just touch down... he also sms me once when he at hong kong...he is sad from what i said.. he spend his free time to go movie n dinner with me...." soo i'm important to him...
but ar...i think now i have to reflect myself liaoz....give myself a slap..and WAKE UP.
just like what annie told me.." go for someone who like u more than u like him.so u will be xin fu."
i already put him as my top priority for guy friend.... i give my only free time to him... i rejected other guys outing..i keep a distance from my suitor...i stop going clubbing...coz i know he dont like..
and what do i get back?? he must be take me for granted....... maybe becoz..he knew i like him..
but do he know... when i give up on a person...i'll really give up....and this is what i going to do next.....

bad bad day....

Tiring day cum bad day...
First.... i angry with daniel... second..i work OT till 7:30pm..argh....
this morning my mood very very good..coz i have enough sleep..i didnt miss the bus..didnt miss the train..soo everything goes smoothly.... until.... 9am plus...
this morning Mui Jee bring two dresses for me to try out..coz her husband bought it from Hong Kong for her daughter but the size too big ..her daughter wearing size S but the dress M size..
so i go toilet with Eiwend and try it out... haha and bought 1 piece from her.... another piece i dont wan..becoz the colour not nice la..whaha

when i come back from toilet..it was about 9am plus..and i need to finish my SGD matching by 1030.so very rush..and daniel called me...he ask me can go over his workstation to sign in internet.. i told him..i will go over when i'm free.. then he say ok.. coz in our bank..most of the dept dont have internet access...and all the trade service staff no internet access except factoring.. haha which is my dept..whaha coz our work required internet..whaha

then around 10am..he email me...ask me can i go over to sign in..coz he really bored at work..
this email....really piss me off.. i'm soo busy...and he still pushing me to go over his workstation to sign in for him..reason..becoz he is BORED... OMG..as a friend.... u muz be considerate wat...i'm busy at work lehz..is not that i dont wan to sign in for u..i just too busy to leave my workstation.... then nevermind..i dont reply his email.. then around 1030..i finish my matching..and was about to go over his workstation..but i was thinking..maybe i go toilet first..then go over sign in for him.. but..when i walk pass his place..he stop me...ask me to sign in..
i was...dammm ANGRY... i walk over...and sign in.then he ask me " r u angry with me?" i didnt answer.. he keep asking..then i sign in..and walk off liaoz..
then he email me...i dont reply.. then he call my phone..i answer..and i heard his voice..i put down the phone immediately..i feel soo angry..becoz..he is soo impatient..
during lunch time... very suay lor..we never happen to have lunch at same area...but today its happen...damm it.. jack, annie and me going harbour link building for lunch...and after i order my food..annie told me " daniel is here for lunch too" damm it..
in the afternoon, he email, sms, call my office phone..i still dont response to it..

evening..when i do overall balancing... Eiwend make MISTAKE again... *angry*
first error-- she key in wrong amount, supponse to be 72 cent..she key as 22 cent..so.. the balancing out by 50 cent.. and she have redo the application..then i tot should be balance liaoz.
but when i do...GL balancing..out again..damm it..
second error..also by Eiwend..and this error..is a repeat error..she have made the same mistake again...

the application supponse to TRANSFER and get the exchange rate before apply it..but she is very SMART.. she ACT SMART again.. she didnt put up for transfer..she just keyed in BOOKRATE...argh.. when can she be more careful and alert..and dont repeat same mistake????
so..after everything...i missed the 6:30 and 7pm bus... i got to take 7:30pm bus...reach home very late le..very tired......

soo overall is not a good day la..
anyway..after work..i cool down le..and reply Daniel sms liaoz..coz he keep on text me..ask if i still treat him as friend... somemore.he send me farewell email..haha
monday to thurs im on leave mahz..so today got many stuffs to clear up... that's i loose my cool easily la..

sian..tml going to school in the morning study till evening lor..
then sunday maybe going woodland library....
argh..
soo sian.. why am i stay at home on friday night?????? no activity????

New shoe..

Today when i'm on my way back... i saw soo many promotion at harbour front..ahaha sooo exited.... first, i saw StarHub booth..ahah cool..i'm looking for HTC hp...

so i approach the girl..ask her any promotion for HTC phone.. she show me the Touch 3G.. ..is the phone i eyeing very long... but my contract only 12 mth.got to top up 100 for early upgrade...

so the girl ask me to call in starhub hotline..to check for the voucher.. and i just called in..the person say..he will put up for requested..and i'll receive call 5 days later.. *pray hard*

after that....i walk pass shoe shop...hahaha they on promotion..cool.. and i'm looking for sandal..whaha my sandal spoil le :(

so i bought two sandal from there..quite cheap...36 for 2 pair..haha i dont really going for fancy or fashion desigh la..just a casual sandal lor... and the shop person very cute.. when i make payment at the cashier counter... she bring out one big box ..inside full of bear bear key chain..haha got bear bear with pink dress or black dress.. i choose the pink dress.. ahah soo surprise sia..didnt expect it..haha like what other ppl say..girl like surprises... hahaa and i'm one of them..whaha

just now zq ask me a very chim Question.. have i consider to stay with in law..

ooo i really didnt think of this Q before..

come to think of it...

if the in law..same as my parents..soo nice... then i would love to stay with them la
but if the in law..very fussy..picking on my bad habit...nag at me when i'm back from work...very calculative....then i rather to stay with my parents..whaha

Lost

my hair very messy...time to go for hair cut liaoz.. maybe this saturday morning i just go trim first..then after my exam..then i go for a proper hair cut..whaha

yesterday was our CEO richard funeral day.. so we stop work at 2:45pm..and silent for 1 min...
they have arrange shuttle bus to the funeral..but then..i was wearing "bright" pink dress..haha HOW TO GO.....

haiz... i'm getting sian...liaoz...
i dont know..what i wanna achieve in my life......
sian...
i just know.....i need to study and get my degree....
is this good enough?

maybe i should be soo negative.... at least.... i'm still fine

recently...so many friends around me facing relationship prob...
first, last week Kris told me..he and his gf just like friend...... no kiss, no hug... haha and he have try his best to make his gf happy liaoz..but she still not happy.. eg.he bought for her laptop and install all the software for her..but she just ask him " why u buy?" then next she do is...accept it..and no hug..no kiss..no happy reaction..
second, my best friend..qiao zhi..he just break up with his gf in feb.. and that girl still giving him attitude....and he told me..they only tgt for 7 mth...and he bought her 32 inch samsung LCD, Mp3, two Burberry hang bag, handphone etc... and end up.the girl say..they cannot communicate..and ask for break up..

haha why all girls...sound sooo bad...????????
is girl really that bad???
why all good guy get to know bad girls leh??????
then why i always get to know bad guy lehz?????

haha i think Lau is giving up on me liaoz... coz these two days..no SMS..no phone call from him..haha that's very goood.... and these two days..i didnt see him in the office..becoz..he is on MC..whaha
from what i heard from Daniel..he told me ..Lau very stingy guy...
haha i dont like stingy guy...
is good to be saver...but not stingy....
i dont know what daniel told me is truth or not la..coz i didnt go lunch with Lau before mah..
if he really is like daniel say..then he will not be my circle of friend liaoz..
i admit im spender...not saver....
but.. i think guy should not be stingy over certain things....
i'll look down on those over stingy guy..whaha
for example.. daniel is a saver..he is a budget person..whaha
but he is not stingy over certain thing la..
so he is my good friend now..whaha
i know he is saver..and he is very sensitive over price..everything i buy ..the first Q he ask is " what is the price?" then i will say him back" can u dont be so sensitive over price? its just a number"
then now..he dont dare to ask me this Q anymore...


sigh..sian...of my life....what will i be...in 10 yr time..... i'm LOST...

sad

today i went to school accompany Janet for lunch and after that she go to her class and i stay at the study corner doing revision alone..haha almost fall sleep..haha very quiet and cooling..

Janet class end at 4pm and we two study till 7pm.. haha

sigh..SAD...no sms...no call from him...i think he don't bother about me liaoz... dont even care about me liaoz... later 12am..i will send him birthday wishes..and maybe this will be my last sms to him le... coz he seem like dont even bother about me..

disappointed day

ok..my long weekend schedule really pack..but funx..hehe
friday i meet Janet 9:30 at the Mac near to national Library.. we have breakfast and study there till 5pm... after 5pm, we start our SHOPPING...yeahz.. we went to Far east plaza for dinner and shopping... i manage to get a new TOP and SHOE...yeahz... and she also manage to get her sandal and one top :P
haha time flies lor..... when we get the stuffs...the time already 9pm liaoz.. then we faster head to Lido for the MOVIE..yeahz
the movie finish around 11 and i reach home about 12 am..argh..whole day program..very TIRED..
this morning i woke up at 8am plus..reach NYP at 10am..study with joseph and derrick till 2pm..then take bus from AMK to SIM..and continues study with JANET till 7pm plus..then we went for dinner then go home.. when im on my way home, Arthur called me..he ask me is janet still with me...? coz janet phone is off.. haha see la..janet always say they are not that lovely type..just like friend..but then..her bf still very concern about her lor... haha

sigh... yesterday zq sms and told me that i'm important to him..but then..i dont really think so lor.. coz..if im really that important to him..then why today i only receive 2 sms from him???? he dont really cares what the matter i get angry with???? actually im not angry..im just disappointed... zq yesterday guess that i get angry maybe becoz he plan his trip on my bday or didnt text or call me everyday when he at HK... please lor..im not an unreasonable person lehz.. i wont get angry becoz of all this lor.. i know overseas call is exp..so no point wasting this type of money...
ok..i going to write down the reason why i so disappointed with him here.. coz this evening daniel call..and he say " why u girl always dont tell what the prob" ok fine..soo i said it here...

i'm not happy becoz...on last saturday..he watched soccer match instead of coming to my bday celebration.. at first i told he having lesson at night...but no lor..i just get to know on saturday night that he having lesson in DAY TIME...not NIGHT time..maybe u think..this is a small matter...but this really can tell i'm not important to him.. i can understand guy like soccer...but if u like a girl..u should come....or u have other plan on mind..like surprise her or celebrate in advance...
but then....NO..he never do anything....... soo if u r a girl....can u feel that this guy like u??????
what he have done...is sms me on 6/4/2008 ..12 am..exactly.. and he is the first person i receive the birthday wish sms... 12am .. then 1 min later.. 1201.. Robin( ex bf) called me..and he sing birthday song for me...haha sound soo funny..then after he put down the phone..i received daniel sms ..wishing me happy birthday too and ask me out on tues after work to celebrate my bday...then Kris come to my hse and wish me..haha

maybe zq is not a sweet person..but then.... i prefer sweet guy lehz....

post bday celebration...dinner with friends

this two days very tired...tml is my last lesson for this semester..time flies...soo fast one more semester is over..and exam coming soon..STRESSSSSSSS

i dont wan to think about other stuffs which have disappointed me........ i dont understand why normal friend can treat me soo nice whereas...... he cant... i was quite surprise to receive his sms while he is having holiday at Hong Kong...but..then im still very disappointed with him. so i decide to give others ppl a chance and also giving myself a chance bahz...

monday i went to library study...after that Kris joined me..and he ask me to relax abit..dont soo stress on my actual day of my birthday..soo we go for movie and dinner...

tuesday..daniel ask me out for dinner after work..to celebrate my bday... so we went to cineleisure for dinner

today....i tot i can rest at home..but my internet modem spoil...OMG..i got to bring out the new wireless modem and just anyhow plug and try my luck..and it's work..whaha yeahz..
this afternoon daniel ask me out for lunch..so we went to harbour front hawker center.. haha the food there sooo cheap and nice..the fish soup...soo many FISH..YUMMY...

just now lau sms me..asking me to go lunch with him on monday.... sigh..i see what i can do to avoid going alone with him..haha if he wanna go harbour front..then i'll drag daniel with me.. if he going HP or PSA building.then i drag my group of lunch parner, Annie, Jack and Eiwend. haha

now Daniel and me become good friend liaoz..haha he willing to help me getting rid of this lau... i also ask daniel to hint him that i got someone on mind le..haha

my plan for friday is....going national library study...with Kris and Janet...
saturday...going NYP study with Joseph and Jeffrey..
sunday..no plan yet.... coz nobody ask me go study lehz.... dot dot dot..

bday celebration

RMIT close friends
POLY close friends

DBS close friends

close friend from METRO..yea

my family

Last week very busy and finally my birthday celebration is over... can fully concentrate on my coming exam..

I’m so happy to see all my close friend coming to my party...their exam are around the corner but still make it for my party..soo nice of them.. Really can feel the value of friendship..haha and also feel how good they have treat me as a friend...
On Friday, Kris come and fetch me and bring all my stuffs to chalet. We reach there about 5pm and i’m damm hungry..and keep complain inside his car..haha then we drive to downtown east to eat first then heading to costa sands pasir ris to check in.
We unpack everything and put all the frozen food inside the fridge and when everything settle down, it’s already 7pm liaoz..then I keep asking Kris to go for his class.. Last lesson for Marketing and the lecturer going to give tips. After kris leave, then i go online while waiting for Calvin to bring dinner and bring over. He manage to reach my chalet around 8 plus and we have dinner and chit chat till 11pm. Then we walk to down town east to meet Janet, and buy supper and bring back to chalet. After a while, Kris is back from class and we four person watching drama inside the room.

We turn in around 3am and Janet told me this is the first time she stay over at chalet, she don’t like to stay over but this is my chalet so i’m very honour to have her to stay ..haha soo nice of her.
Calvin and janet have leave early in the morning, after that Kris and me drive to Changi Village for lunch and went to NTUC to buy those MISC stuffs. We went to rent BBQ pits and chairs.. back to chalet, Kris start to preparing the food and i go online play Pets Society. Haha
Around 6pm, we start to BBQ and all my friend come in, soo funz......haha they start to gossip about my PAST and PRESENT..KNS..haha gossip what i have done during POLY, in the OFFICE and RMIT..argh..damm it..haha

We have cake cutting around 9:30pm and after that my family go off and follow by my friends.. and left with shirlyn and her bf and Kelvin to acc me chit chat.
Around 10 plus.. my finance advisor suddenly appear at my chalet with a cake.. haha soo surprise!!!!!

Then after he left, then cheng song and his gf appear...haha then later around 12am, AZAHAR come..haha soo sweet of him lor.he come straight from his work... even though he is late and missed out all the funz but at least he make an effort to come...sooo SWEET!!!!!

Azahar drive shirlyn, her bf and Kelvin back.. then the chalet left with cheng song and his gf. We play card games “dai di” haha i just learn how to play lor..haha still very very lousy..
Then ard 1am, zq come over lor. And we continous to play card games then slp at 3am..
And next morning he send me back with all my stuffs..

Overall..i’m happy with the celebration...really must thanks kris for helping me so much..
Sigh...actually i’m not happy with zq, i think he is not sincere and serious over me.
But i wont put the reason why i get angry with him here, coz he “might be “ reading my blog.
And i can say...i’m angry is not due to the incident on Saturday night... is due to other matter.

moody...

sigh....feeling sian.....dont know why..mood swing le...
whaha
I really don’t know how to describe between zq and me..haha we’re complicated..haha
I feel that we’re closer when we go out... normal day, he don’t used to call or sms me... maybe we belong to the same type of person..

I’m not an initiative person... so i wont make a call to chat with my friend..
I also don’t know is he like me or not? Or he has someone on his mind and I’m just a substitute?
I guess this weekend we’re not gonna meet up coz he got lesson ... and he is flying off to hong kong on my birthday..which is Monday.... .. sooo maybe we will only meet up when he is back..

Haha my birthday is well prepared...
My mom get for me all the food, plastic plate. And my dad tml will help me get the satay, otak..
Kris bought me my favourite cake from secret recipe- Chocolate banana as my birthday present. Haha he order 2.2 KG lehz..sooo BIG lor.. he say the design of the cake will be different from what i always see from the outlet..haha soo excited..dunno how my cake will look like..haha and in addition..He will buy me pencil case..coz i requested for it when he ask me what i want for my birthday. Ahah i didn’t ask him to buy cake lor..he go order it by himself one..

Haha my sister ask me what i want..i say “wallet”
Then janet ask me what i want..i told her “ watch. Very cheap one will do..less than 40 dollars”
Kris ask me..i told him to buy me pencil case..coz my pencil case zip spoil le...

Actually kris treat me very nice.. we are close friend..
On this coming Friday, he will come over to my place and fetch me and my stuffs to chalet check in then he will go to school after that and i will be online at chalet and waiting for janet n calvin to join me for dinner after their work. .. then on Sunday..he will send me back home la.. very nice of him right? Haha