Twilight~!~!

Yeahz.. i bought the “Twilight” books. Haha
Book 1 and 2...cool...i can read it over the coming holidays..whaha

book 3 and 4 is out of stock..soo sad..when can i get them lehz????
This coming new yr eve...my family going yo prepare pasta..pizza and champage.

"NO" forever

Life is short..nothing is “forever” nothing is granted..."happy ever after" only happen in fairy tales

JJ is a nice guy, kind hearted..but god still take away his life ... he have been nice to everyone, so hard working, spend long hour in practicing his dance and they two did so well. They have been to thailand for competition. Interview by “My PAPER”. And they plan to go NTU together. Their future are bright, but life is unpredicatable. Today just received a call from janet and she told me..he have pass away.

If i have a choice, i will give my life to him.

Later will be meeting fiona at amk hub for movie “ twilight” and we will have our dinner then meet janet and my sister at yishun at 10pm. From there we will proceed to jj wake.
I have cancel my driving for tml, not in the mood to drive.

All my friends, please take care.

Xmas eve dinner

* why my pic look so ugly, because my sister is a lousy camera gal*

* my kiddy sis with her childish post*

*er..my mom ..haha abit fake *

* my stupid sis with big turkey, actually is my ideas to ask her take this pic :P *

*white wine, very nice, strongly recommended *

*super big turkey*

*our xmas eve dinner*

*gift from my colleagues*

*gift from annie*

This year..really not a good year..
On the eve, i meet up with janet and we go visit Jun Jie at TTSH. His brother told us to try talking to him so he maybe will wake up from coma. We are so sad and no words coming out from our mouth. We just stand beside his bed and keep crying. He is a nice guy and he is so young. He life is so colourful and he is so talented. Why god let all this happen to a nice and kind hearted boy.

The doctor say that his the blood clot in his brain and he didnt response to the medicine.Haiz..jun jie..if u really can hear me, please wake up... so many friends from pan pacific go visit you.This is the first time i see him after i stop working at pan pacific.

after i left the hospital, i took the wrong direction train, haiz..me so blur....
on the eve, i having dinner with my family at home. After the dinner, my sister and i were drinking the white wine and chatting. I’m not a good drinker lor. After few glasses i feel sleepy and go on bed about 11pm. Haha when the time reach 12am, both of my sister open my door and wake me up..to wish me “merry christmas” haha crazy sisters sia..
today i sleep till very late. Haah about 12pm? Haha

after that i went to gym then go to causeway point.
Happen to walk pass old chang kee and saw they have this new favourite mushroom chicken curry puff. So i buy back for my parents try. Haha

Today i received a very bad news from Fiona, i still cannot confirm is this news is true but i pray hard everything will be fine.
Jun Jie is a nice guy, if he really get into accident and in coma now, Emi will be very upset. Haiz. They are so loving, i really hope that he will be fine.
Janet have sms Emi but not reply yet. I remember last time i did partner with Jun Jie for VIP table.

On that day i was quite clumsy. On the first match in and when i wanna place the first course on the side station, and i saw so many beer glass on my side station. So i try to shift them to one side but somehow the glass just fall and the beer pour all over my food. I was so shock i dont know what to do. Then Jun Jie ask me to help portion his platter first and see the food enough for two tables. Haha obviously its not enough la..then i not dare to bring in the platter with beer to the kitchen, i scare Bala inside there and he sure scold me. Then Jun Jie very helpful, he ask me to serve the food first and he go kitchen take the spare platter out, so nice of him. And luckily Bala was not at the back area. After this incident, the whole dinner went on very smooth. I remember that time was Jun Jie first time be VIP server and he is very panick. Haha he keep asking me how ar....this one how..that one how. Whaha anyway it’s nice working with him.

booooriiiing

Yeahz..i got my best xmas gift...finally i pass my advance theory. I was so happy to see the result” PASS” shown on my screen. Yahoooooooooo

Yesterday after work i rush down to indoor stadium to accompany Janet watch FEHRENHEITH concert. OMG..the traffic jam is horrible..and while i waiting for bus out PS..got this group of police and dont know what car passby.

This morning i go for trial practice at 8:15 to 10:15am, then i slack at SSDC and took my test at 11:45. I completed in 15 min times. Haha power right? Haha then i manage to rush down to suntec by 12:45pm. Haha

Today is a special day. Haha last year today was the day i accept Robin. Haha and today i PASS my final theory.

On Friday i’m quite not happy with my new colleague working attitude. Friday was the first day we allocated work which she should be doing daily. And i think she cannot cope it due to poor time management and working attitude. She taking her own sweet time to do the stuffs. And the worse part is around 6pm, i went to her and ask how many application she left. She bring up the whole stack of undone application and say “ yahz i left alots, all these, u wan to help?”
Omg..how can u so rely on people. Dont care, Monday i’m not the one who do balancing. So i dont bother about her so much. I got so many pending to do, i cannot always help her lor..
This time round, i going to vote Yoke Mee as best team player. Because she is so willing to share her knowledge with me. And recently im giving more officer work to do. And luckily i still can cope with it. Haha i dont know what happen to me but i just happen to understand work and did it quite well. Haha usually Liza was taking 1hr to do the SGD recon and i use 20 min to finish it.

Today we got 6 helper doing the deco for one pub at clark quay. Er..what can i say lehz...i think ar..only 3 ppl working lor.

At first it was quite good as kelvin is telling the three of them what to do. After darius left, Kelvin got to take over his job to tie the balloons to the ceiling. And i do the same job la..supporting him. And left the three of them at the corner tie balloon. And u know what..when kelvin tie the balloon and im inflate the next row of balloon for him, Nich, Ting Ting and my sis were sitting at the corner chit chat. Omg...from my observation, Ting ting is a talkative girl and her body language is very lazy. Wherever she go, she will look for place to sit down and tie balloon. Luckily Greg never ask me how is ting ting. Haha if not..i dunno what will i say..whaha and today when i’m on my way back, i bring up what i observe on her and feedback andi scolded her too . She always like day dream and dont know what to do next. Er..actually i just dont like people who have no work commitment and responsibility.

*tired*

One more day...i’m going to “ fei lun hai” concert with janet to see her “da tong”..whaha
After tml, i will be very busy. Hehe i already order turkey for my xmas eve dinner at home.
My sister will get a white wine...and my house already got many bottle of red wine. Haha
Tml got to teach my sister tie balloon, i think she is quite slow at it lehz. Sigh...

Schedule
Friday going concert after work.

Sat- morning 8:15 to 10:15 ..final theory trial test
11:15 to 12:15- final theory test
1:15 to 6pm- working

Sun- 8am to 9am- driving
6pm to 11pm – wedding dinner

I got so many stuffs pending to do.

To do list
Renew PDL—expiry in 05 JAN
Renew dog license- expiry in 11 JAN
Buy log cake on xmas eve

sunday!~Jetty and BALI Village

*Jetty*

Oooo today quite busy lehz...

This morning i went for my driving lesson. Haha quite happening la..coz i chiong red light while my instructor on the phone. Hahaa because its too dangerous to stop and my car is passing the white line when the traffic light turn amber. So i just chiong lor. Ahah then my instructor told the person on his line..he say” wow..this monster very jia let, i never watch over her then she chiong red light....” then i laugh out loud la..haha he is very good la..never scold me :P

Then after my driving i faster go to newton meet greg n kelvin. And our first order at chevaron ballroom. Kelvin too long never work le so he make many funny mistake. Make us laugh ..haha
Later on we went to this beautiful place near alexadran, is a BALI Village. Very nice...taken some pictures.

After my work, i went home and have a short rest. Then i realise i dont have MS office in my lappy. So i meet WeiQi about 5pm to get the Cd. haha then we buy some drink and drive to jetty there talk talk..because he just register for unisim and this Jan will start lesson. then i reach home about 6pm..i just step in not long and my financial advisor told me he just reach down stair and i got to go down to bring him up. Haiz...i keep going up n down lor....

Then about 8pm...i just install MS office and WeiQi going to go back his own house le..he was at his parents house in the afternoon which is few block away from my house la..
Then he drive over my place and i return him the CD lor..while waiting for lift and i look at my car park..i saw him drive over and park his car..wow..i realise his parking skill very GOOD lehz..really lor... he just reverse and go in nicely liaoz..dont need to drive front then go back lor..haha soo POWER lehz..and his car not small car lor..is Honda Civic with body kit and got abit modify one la..soo look quite big lor.. he told me his wife driving lesson very bad.. ahah but he quite good la..still let his wife use his bao bei car quite often lor..hahaha

Haiz..next sem...i wil be alone...because all my friend taking marketing as their specilisation, and i’m doing finance..i know marketing more easy to pass but not related to my work leh. I dont want to get a degree which is not related to my work lehz, my DIP already not related le.soo dont wan to waste money lor..

Next week going to be very busy....
Friday night- acc janet watch “Fei lun hai” concert.
Saturday – morning- final theory, afternoon- working
Sunday- morning –driving, evening- wedding dinner

i went to this website...for forture teller..quite true..

http://www.khngai.com/chinese/fortune/index.php

骨重:
3.7两

运程

此命殷殷事不成

弟兄少力自孤行

虽然祖业须微有

来得明时去不明

haiz..my bone weight only 3.7..mean..my life is not goood....haiz..i dont deserve a good life man...sadded...i have been working soo hard..but seems like my life is hard.....

my friend WeiQi weight bone, 5.0...no wonder he is leading a good life lor..having his dream car..and already married and got his own house...and he is only 24 yr old..........

haiz..... envy~!~!~!!

these few days not that busy at work, so got time to clean my outstanding payment. haha
tues i have curry chicken for my lunch and after that i LS..hahaha
ruhaini laugh at me whenever she see me rushing for toilet..haha
and on wednesday morning she still disturb me..ask me my stomach ok or not. ahaha
very funny lor...wednesday lunch she eat mee siam..and she also LS ..ahaha keep going toilet..very serious ..haha then she say she shouldnt laugh at me. ahhaa
thursday morning she come to work.but still LS..haha soo she went to see doctor and two days MC...haha

today i went to school for enrollment..and joyce, kris, claris, ben, roy they all choose market research..im taking business finance... so we got module different class......
so i must really work hard next sem..coz im alone......liaoz

i dont wan to take marketing la...even though many people im suitable for marketing n sales side..

tml driving and working...~!~!~!

Singapore Flyer day

sisters...do we look alike?

i told my sis from this angle look very artistic, she say she dont tink so..soo sad

today i meeting janet to exchange our xmas gift. haha
we having lunch at marina square and open up our gift. ahha
soo nice..she get me a bag...
and im very happy she like my gift soo much..
i bought her a parker pen.. and she say she is looking for a pen..and she like it sooo much.. haha
at first i still worry that she will find it a boring gift..because is a pen..haha
later on i meet up with my family and we went to Singapore Flyer...
we took so many pictures. haha
we keep on taking pictures..non stop .. ahaa
after the flight..we went to popeye for our lunch..we enjoys...it.. haha
on my way home, i told my dad..next time i surely..wanna buy honda civic..pearl white colour..and change the rims to white...he told me very expensive..and very hard for office gal to buy..unless i go for those marketing..like property agent work. haha
and my sister told me....for my character...soo outgoing..should go for...agent work..she say im born to work in sales or marketing.and she ask me go try out SIA cabin crew...haiz...
i just set my dream to become AVP in dbs...before 35 yr old lehz..and tml onwards..im learning officer function work lehz....i know..im not suitable for office job..but im not job hopper lehz..haha
i wan...honda civic.....hahaha
one day..i will get it......muz buy..hahaa

OMG...today i exprience CAR SICK...hahaa
this morning i got driving lesson at 8am and we went to upper thomson and i saw so many MONKEYS..hahaha

after my lesson, i went to CHINATOWN POINT, i wanna buy the jelly for my plant but the shop didn't open, so no choice, i slack at MAC...and order fillet o fish meal..
about 11pm i reach newton and start working...today we got soo many orders and the van aircon spoil, so we are like having SONA.... hahaha very HOT..then greg drive very very fast and i was sitting at the back..i feeling SICK..haha luckily..i got my wu hua guo with me. hahaha
we were sooo busy lor...soo many orders..haiz....and we having our lunch at van lehz..luckily...i was sitting in front..soo my lunch still ok..hahaha

after my work, i rush down to civic center to meet victor, my financial advisor. i need his advisor for some plan.. hahaa he really a good advisor, he dont anyhow sell plan just to meet his target. haha
tomorrow im meet with janet for lunch..to exchange xmas present, i bought her a parker pen, hopefully she will like it. hahaa
and after that i meeting my parents to singapore flyer. haha
i wanna go pets station warehouse sales lehz..only few bus stops away from my house, but i got no time lehz..
ok..time to do research on my KL trips and tioman trips.. haha tml got to update janet. i intend to go for short trip for next yr..not that expensive and can relax.. ahha

today OT again..hahaha
i dunno why my work getting soo busy ar...last time not that busy lehz..
later i going to watch Amazing Race..yeahz..my fav show.last week i missed it because im too tired.
i think if one day i have my own house and i stay alone, my life is very simple and easy lehz. hahaa i need a radio in living room...lappy in my room..haha coz everyday i reach home, first thing i do is..switch on the radio, second thing is..switch on my lappy, then put down my bag and went to bath...haha
erm erm..let's imagine, if i got..my own hse...i make one room into dressing room...got all my clothing hanging there....and my high heel shoe display on the shelve ...and a very very big full view table ...and a small fridge to keep my skin care products..and of coz my make up table and hair dryer.. wow...these were be very nice..

then...one more room will be my study room...argh...muz be clean, neat..and a big table....

third..will be my room. hahaa my room very simple la..just the same as my current room will do. haha a bed for me...and a bed for my doggy.. hahaa and table for my lappy. haha

haha my mom boil one kettle of water for me on thurs..till now i still haven't finish it lehz. hahaa

i still havent take my dinner lehz...haha soo late le.maybe later take apple while i watching amazing race. hahaa

when is my result release ar???? haha

lappy alive...

today i store engineering three times lehz..because my toe very pain and i put cotton n plaster on it then squeeze in my cover shoe and go for driving lesson. haha then i dont dare to step the accelator too hard, ended up store engine. hahaha

my lappy alive again. hahaha

today weiqi wanna collect the longchamp bag for his partner xmas present. then i tell him can la..but he got to drive me to Ruhaini House la..i cannot walk for long distance with my injure toe. ahha
so he fetch me from my house and we went to Ruhaini house and collect the bag. then went to Taste of Thailand for lunch. knowing him for one year, now then realised he is "over sensitive" over hygience. when we enter the coffeeshop..first thing he do is " wash hand"
second thing..look for a "very clean" table..then third thing .."look at his chair"..i see nothing is on his chair lehz..but he still take up..shake shake the chair..nothing drop on the floor lehz..then finally..he settle down. ..haha er...i feel abit paisei la..as a girl..i just go in..then sit on the chair without look at it. hahaha

this evening got people knock on my door..i open and one uncle stand there and ask me to do a survey for HP..the survey very long lor.haha take abit 15 min lehz
then after the survey..he pass me an evelop..with a 5 dollars note..he say just a small token for the survey..weird weird....
i do for him..because i see him pulling a big bag..and carry heavy file..look soo ke lian.but never expect they got this small token lor..

unlucky day

i donated somuc blood just for this picture..

Ooo ya..did I mention? I pass my excel expert with good mark, 96.9 over 100 haha

Today I’m not so lucky, i got a deep cut on my toe and my short button drop off before our last order at Taboo.

This morning Greg told me he will be meeting Darius because darius wanna get small tank from him and some balloon to do single arch for his birthday. Then I said to greg why he never tell me earlier then I can buy present yesterday and pass it to him mahz
We have our lunch at AMK and I was looking for Maybank brach and Ben very helpful. He accompanies me to walk around and we found the branch at last.

Around 11 plus, Greg very kind, he drop me at tampine mall and Ben, YY followed me and I manage to get a polo T for darius present.

Around 1pm, we stop somewhere near bukit timah and waiting for darius to collect his tank. There I saw this railway track very nice..the angle very nice. So I take picture from the van but then Greg suggested me to go down take will be nicer. So I take his suggestion and I ask him not to laugh at me…but then he laugh soo loud before I go down..kns..
Then I walk to the track..and try to get the best angle…when I wanna press on the button, Ben purposely shouted “OIE” from the van and I got shock..and my toe somehow just step on the very rough n pointed stone and got a super bloody deep cut..

I look down and I saw some blood, and I though nothing serious.
Then I walk back to the van and I saw my slipper full of blood…omg…sooo disgusting and painful..
Then Greg get shock and faster pass me so many wet tissue….
Darius have reached and I ask him got plaster? But then he don’t have it..too bad..
Darius ask me” are you coming tonight?”
Then I look down..and shake me head…
Then he said” aiya..so sad”
Then we help to load in the 30 balloons and tank and one big star in his Fiat..and he ask me in joking way “ do you wanna sit in my van”
I reply him “ no” haaha
Haha too bad..i’m working till 9pm and cannot attend darius 21st birthday party. Haha I’m not a good god sister sia..haaha

After our dinner and we went to taboo and I went to their toilet and somehow..my button drop off lor..damm shit..
Then I told greg n ben..and they ask me to stay inside the van n inflate..haha
And Greg help me to get a safety pin hahaha

just now i received one unknown number call and i asked..the person say " hey qing qing" then i ask" who are you?"
then he say" i'm robin"
i get blur..huh..robin? my ex? but his voice dont sound like lehz
then i ask again" what? robin?"
then he say" i'm Robin la"
then i ask" huh..which robin? what robin?"
then he say " i'm robin from your poly"
hahaa then i try to recall...ooop..is the Robin which i hate most during my poly...damm irritating guy..
stoopic lor..recently so many long lost friend contact me lor..weird....
haha why FM987 keep playing those clubbing song..hahaa issit because tonight is saturday night?

busy week

jacky dinner

Another busy week for me lor…
Last Sunday my schedule very pack but I manage to pull it through. Ahaa
i got my driving lesson from 8am to 9am then went to working till 6 and reach home at 6:45..then very rush lor..bath n change..then meet Edwin at 7pm n go to jacky wedding

Monday Tuesday and Wednesday I work till very late, about 9pm and reach home 10pm liaoz..
Bath eat and sleep. Hahaa pig hor?

Yesterday and today I’m on course, attend MS Excel Expert course. The course at Orchard plaza, very ulu ulul place. Haiz usually course will end early lehz..but this course..end very late.
Yesterday I left there about 6pm..today worse..after the course got test, so I left there about 7:30.. go causeway buy some stuffs and reach home 9pm.

My parents and sister go back penang, so I;m home ALONE again.
And no one prepare breakfast n dinner foe me. So I take apple as my dinner.

Haiz everyday I got to wash cloth, boil water, feed rabbit and my doggy, watering plant.
Tough life……

Now I feeling so relax, listening to 98.7, writing my blog.

This week I’m very busy lor..
Friday I meet up with janet and calvin for dinner and dessert at Bugis and we chill up till 11 plus.

Today I work from 8am to 10:30..
Then I got a long break so I meet Jack n Annie for lunch at Causeway point Sakae Sushi …and do a little shopping at cwp..and leave there about 1:30…and went to Newton and continue working till 5:00pm..and I went to TPY MOS burger and help my sister collect some stuffs. And now waiting for them to come back and go for dinner..

Tomorrow I’m more pack lor,
Morning 8am to 9am –driving
9am to 5:30 – working..
7pm to 11pm..Jacky wedding dinner..
argh
I’m super pack lor…

busy week

This week my schedule quite pack lehz
Haiz…
Monday I meeting my secondary friends, because Irene wanna give me her wedding invitation card. So we meet up at Ajisen for dinner. Jia xuan, Kimberly, Irene and me. Haha we have a good chat. And I get the Zoo Admission tix from WeiQi too.

Today I work OT..

Tomorrow morning meeting Robin at woodland control station, because I need to pass him the authorize form to collect the Jurong Birdpark Pass and after work will be meeting him to get the pass and also meeting Kelvin to get the Zoo admission tix too.
Haha all because of my relative la.they are coming tomorrow, so I got to busy with getting FREE tix n admission pass lor.
Luckily Robin stay at woodland and he on course at learning center so can help me to collect the pass at DBS building at Shenton way. If not I got to go down all the way there …very troublesome.

Thursday is free….can go home early…

Friday I’m meeting Janet n Calvin for dinner

Saturday I got to standby for sentosa or work.
If got work.then I go work..if no work..then I bring my relative to sentosa.

Sunday…driving..working and rush back for my polymate wedding dinner

Angry Angry

Today I was so angry with Aunty Yvonne, she is very evil.
Irin and me suggested that we bought present n flower for Helen, our ex boss.
Aunty Y smiles and said “count me out”
Ok..nevermind, we are not forcing people to share..
Then in the afternoon, we talk about the gift and she say “ I feel sad for Helen, but if I join in the gift, also not sincere, I cannot tell myself to buy thing for her”
Omg…can she just SHUT UP…I feel like giving her a tight slap.
Around 5 plus, Helen ask Lay Lay to pass us a thank you msg, and this aunty Y said” don’t thanks me, I never share”
WTH…..then I really piss off with her damm attitude liaoz.then I said to her” have u balance??”
Then she say” gal..i got two more items”
Then I say” ok”
Then she continue to said sarcastic word on Helen get retrenchment matter, then I cannot take it and making some noise. I say” ya la ya la whatever la…faster balance la..im waiting ….lalalalala rubbish…shut up la…”
Then Ruhaini laughing at me.. ahahaha I know my bahaviour quite childish but I really cannot stand people with black hearted.

sad day...

Today I was very upset…have been crying for whole day..

This morning when I reach office, I saw our Union committee member and HR outside the meeting room and the atmosphere is weird..i know something going on..
And I’m right..the big “R” day is here.

My boss, Helen, was chosen to leave..
She is the one who have interviewed me and give me the opportunity to start my career at DBS. When she come out of the meeting room and say to us

“Girls.. I’m here to say good bye”
I cannot control and cried out..
I give her a tight hug…

The retrenchment is so cruel…
Our VP have to escort her to her work station and pack her belonging and leave..
The HR got provide carton for them to pack their stuff and delivery to their door step.

End of the day, our SVP and VP ask everyone to go to meeting room and they announce to us there are 2 persons get affected and this exercise will stop here.
And everyone got the same reaction.
“ huh..2 persons?”

From what we know..is only Helen, and who is the other person?

They announce “Helen and Yee Kiat”

we were so shock...” why Yee Kiat??”

Last time DBS don’t have a processing office at Comtech, he was the one who setup the office and department and name it as “ TradeHub”. Trade Hub is so successful now. And he got to leave… it’s so unfair to him…

Yesterday I went to see doctor, my ear infection and cause me to have fever..
The doctor wants to give me MC for today but I don’t wan…
Because I promise Lay Lay not going to take for this two months.
And today I was so blur, maybe due to my fever..
I forget to bring my handphone.and I bring the wrong medicine to office.
Luckily my office has panadol…

Some pictures taken on Monday..gathering with my classmates

History of Management

Yeahz..finally finished my 2nd paper…
History of Management thought..
Today I’m early for my exam wor..haaa
Yesterday I study till 9pm then go home and sleep early..mid night 1am plus..Kris called me..and told me he found the management theory that we have been looking for at library..haha then I tell him im sleeping lehz…
Is not that I lazy hor..hahaha
I got plan my timing well lor..
I count from 10:30 to 6:30..is 8 hr of sleep..then I set my alarm at 6:30 and study till 7:30 and prepare to go school.
So this morning I reach school about 9:30 and study there till 10am then go in exam hall.
When I go to my seat…my index no 115..when I reach my table..there is one guy sitting there.. I asked him” what is your index no?”
Then he say “ 115”
Then I tell him” mine also 115 lehz”
Then we put our exam slip together and see…both index no are 115. OMG..what the hell is going on here
Then my DBS colleague, Chee Mun, is sitting behind the guy..
He say” u see his slip is 02 or 03?”
Then I look at it..he is under 03.la…doing other subject la..
Then the staff bring him to his seat lo..
Hahaha
Obviously that seat is belong to me what..cause Chee Mun always sit nearby me mahz.hahaa
Today the news announce that DBS will lay off 900 staff in HK and SG office..so many people sms and msn me about it..they ask my side got get affected.
Actually I did call Lay Lay and ask, she told me the HK boss haven’t decide and still don’t know our side will get affected or not. Quite touch lor…so many concern about me.
Haha
Today quite happy la…after exam I went to correct my ER individual assignment which I expected to fail la..but luckily I pass haha
And Uncle Ben, Kris, Kel and me went to Cartel café for lunch.

counting down...2 more days to HMT EXAM

Today my progress not bad, at least I know some of the management theory and the management thinker. Tml I will be going to library again and continue mugging hard. Haha
Today raining so we have our lunch at the Thai restaurant located at Civil Plaza..
I think is Jerk Thai..dunno got spell wrongly or not.
Anyway the food okok nia..
Today Kel bring his Suzuki laptop. Haha show u all the picture of this special laptop. Product of Singapore. Haha
Erm..how long have I block you from msn…
Actually I got unblock you but I appear offline. But you don’t seem to contact me… I already disappear from you about 2 weeks.
I think..our friendship will end here bahz. And please… get out of my mind asap.. almost a yr liaoz…
New yr new wish and new life…

nice song an meaningful lyric..

I open my eyes

I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light

I can't remember how

I can't remember why

I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain

And I can't make it go away

No I can't stand the pain

Chorus:

How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming

I try to make a sound

but no one hears me

I'm slipping off the edge

I'm hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened

And I can't erase the things that I've done

No I can't

How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

As I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life

I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me